The moment I feel her hand around my shaft, my eyes roll to the back of my head. I can hardly believe this is happening. I’ve fantasized about it a million times but never dreamed it’d be a reality.
Forcing my eyes open because I don’t want to miss a second of this, I look down and watch as she peeks up at me like a seductress eating her last meal. The moment her tongue glides from the bottom of my cock to the tip, I’m about to explode.
“Christ, baby.” I lean against the door and wrap my fist around her long hair. “This room soundproof?” I half-tease, though I really wish we could be loud without the entire bar hearing.
“No, so keep it down.” She smirks before wrapping her lips over the crown of my length and sucks hard.
Fuck. She nearly swallows me whole, and when she pulls me to the back of her throat, I’m five seconds from prematurely shooting my load. Though I don’t want to rush, we can’t take our time like I’d want to.
“Rowan, shit.” I cup the back of her head and help guide her mouth deeper and harder. She rotates and strokes her hand on the base of my cock as she continues sucking on the tip. Her hot mouth feels goddamn amazing, and when she blinks up at me again, my balls tighten, and I know I’m close.
Groaning, I watch as she pumps me faster, and then I quickly pull out and release in my palm. I stroke myself as she leans up, and I grab her chin, fusing our mouths together.
“You didn’t have to do that,” she says as we break apart. “I wanted to taste all of you.”
“Then I’ll have something to look forward to next time.” I flash her a wink, then help her to her feet with my free hand.
“Let me grab you some paper towels.” She snickers when she sees my mess.
Rowan goes to the storage closet and returns within a minute, and once I’m fully clean, I zip my jeans and redo my buckle. “You think anyone heard us?”
“Nah, the TVs are on, so if anything, they’ll just think it’s from the show,” she explains, but I know she’s full of shit.
I pull her into my arms and smile. “I’d stay and help you close tonight, but you’ve made me quite relaxed now.”
“That was my goal the whole time. You need to get some sleep.”
“Mm-hmm. I know, but I can’t help wanting to spend all my time with you,” I admit. “Does that scare you?”
She licks her lips before biting on her bottom one. “A little, but not because you want to be around me. Rather, it’s how much I want to spend time with you too.”
“You’re not used to being on this side of things, are you?” I flash her a smug grin. “You’re too used to running away while calling me an asshole.”
She groans as her head falls back slightly. “You better pull that ego back, or I’ll go tell Riley right now that you touched his little sister.”
“Is that supposed to be a threat? I can take him.” I puff out my chest, which causes her to laugh, and seeing the way her cheeks heat causes intense electricity to shoot through my body.
“Well, you just might need to start honing your fighting skills. I have no doubt Riley’s gonna think you corrupted me.”
“He thinks I’m going to use you, that I can’t manage a real relationship, and that I’ll break your heart.”
Her face drops. “Are you?”
I tilt her chin up to look at me so she can see how serious I am. “Not a chance in hell, Rowan. I’m risking everything because if I lose you, I lose a best friend and a family I’ve known my whole life, too. I’ve waited for you, and I’m not gonna fuck up this chance you’re giving me. Don’t think for one second I don’t know how lucky I am. I’m not taking a second of it for granted. You hear me?”
“You are risking a lot,” she says softly. “It’s only been a couple of weeks, and I’m already losing sleep thinking about you. The last thing I want is for our relationship to break apart friendships or cause any awkwardness in my family.”
“I’ll do whatever it takes to make this work, and if sneaking around is the only way I can have you right now, then I’ll take it. We’ll wait until you’re comfortable or when you think everyone else can handle the good news.”
She gives me an expression that makes me laugh. “We might be sneaking around a while then. Riley might never be ready.”
“Maybe after we move in together, get hitched, and you get pregnant with my baby, he’ll finally accept it. We wouldn’t have to make a big ordeal about it then because everyone would eventually just figure it out.” I shrug nonchalantly.