Oh God.
Oh God.
My orgasm ripped through my body, and I moaned in greeting.
Like barreling over the edge of a rollercoaster.
Free falling.
“That’s it, sweetheart, come all over my tongue. You taste so good…”
Just when the wave I was riding was about to crest, Christian crooked his fingers inside me and pumped harder. “Oh my God…yes…yes.”
I felt spineless as I came down from the high, panting and unable to feel my legs. I thought I might even fall asleep, at least until I heard a man’s voice speak.
“Christian?”
I bolted upright with wide eyes, but Christian only smiled and held a finger to his lips.
“Intercom on. Yeah, George?”
“I have a delivery from Uncle Moon’s Thai House. Would you like me to send it up?”
“No thanks. I found something better to eat here. Keep it. It’s paid for. Tip, too.”
“You sure?”
Christian looked down at my half-naked body. “Positive. Thanks.” He paused. “Intercom off.”
“That scared the crap out of me,” I said. “I thought someone was in the apartment.”
Christian reached back and tugged his thermal over his head. “Trust me. I wouldn’t let anyone see what I’m getting to see right now.” He rose from his knees, but then bent and put two fingers under my chin, tipping my head to meet his eyes. “You good?”
“My heart is still racing a little from hearing an unfamiliar voice, but yeah.”
“I meant are you good with what’s happening between us.”
I smiled goofily. “Oh, yeah. That was amazing.”
“Do you want to stop?”
“Oh my God, no. I might cut you from the team if you do.”
Christian chuckled. “Good.” He reached into the nightstand and pulled out a long strip of condoms, tossing them on the bed.
My eyes widened. “Overconfident much?”
“Not at all, sweetheart.” He looked down and wrapped his fingers around an intimidatingly thick bulge in his pants. “I think it’s going to take a while to get this to go down. You don’t realize what you do to me.”
Christian was a handsome man with an incredible body, and clearly the parts I hadn’t yet seen were going to live up to the hype of the rest of him. But it was the way he looked at me and the things he said that made my heart thud in my chest. Sex didn’t normally scare me, because I knew exactly what it was—two people enjoying a physical connection. But with Christian, there were emotions involved, whether I wanted to admit that to myself or not.
My internal ruminations were interrupted when the hand wrapped around Christian’s bulge started to move up and down. Oh, Jesus. Here I was wasting time being anxious about the intimacy, when I should have been wary about that thing. Christian stroked himself a few more times, then hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his boxer briefs and bent to peel them down his legs. When he stood again, my jaw went slack. It was long. And it was thick. Rigid hard, it bobbed against his equally firm belly, reaching almost to his navel.
I licked my lips, and Christian groaned. “Fuck, Bella. I need to get inside of you now.”
He ripped a condom from the strip and grasped it between his teeth to tear it open before sheathing himself. Then he cradled me in his arms a moment before gently placing me in the center of the bed. When he straddled my body and entwined our fingers, lifting them over my head, I felt my belly flutter again. He settled on top and took my mouth in a kiss—at first soft and sweet, but quickly grew hard and desperate. And I loved it. I loved that he was incapable of going slow, because I felt the same way. And I loved that I tasted myself on his tongue.
Christian broke the kiss and pulled back to look into my eyes as he pushed inside of me. I was wet and ready for him, but it had been a while, and his girth would’ve been a snug fit even if it hadn’t. Something that was almost relief washed over me as he filled me, and my eyes fluttered closed.
“Stay with me, sweetheart.” Christian’s voice was a hoarse whisper. “Be right here in this moment with me.”
I opened and held his gaze. But the intensity sparking between us was too much, and tears prickled at the corner of my eyes. “Can you…go faster?”
Christian smiled. “So you can get it over with and turn it into just sex? Not a chance, babe.” He stroked my cheek as he glided in and out of me. “I’m crazy about you. I promise I’m going to fuck you hard and fast later, probably with you up on all fours while I hold your head in the pillow. But right now, I want you to feel it.” He leaned down and kissed the spot above my heart. “I want you to feel it here.”