Chapter 19
HOPE
Okay, so this was heaven. On my knees, elbows on the edge of the couch, with—
Janus’s cock pushing in my pussy. Oh God, thank God.
I wasn’t sure how it would feel. You know, after. Some small, okay, big part of me was afraid it wouldn’t be the same after the babies. That it—that I—would be too different.
But as my body clutched around Janus’s shaft, tears came to my eyes.
Janus thrust to the root and it was elemental.
It all came back.
And oh, thank God, I was finally, fully, just me again. Not Mom. Not a pair of boobs to feed hungry babies. Not on call because I knew that even if a wail came over that baby monitor right now someone else would go take care of it and I could keep getting—
Janus pulled out and then thrust in again.
Yes.
A low beat hummed throughout our bodies as Janus bent over my back. His heartbeat and mine, thumping together as Leander came near beside us.
“There’s no other world but this one,” Leander whispered in my ear. “You’re our animal right now. Just here to get fucked, honey.”
Dammit, sometimes Leander could be so clueless, but then there were other times like now when he knew exactly what I needed.
I groaned low and clutched the couch cushions.
“We’ve missed this pussy so much,” Leander continued, his breath hot on my ear. “I don’t know how long I’m gonna be able to hold it in just watching my brother fuck you.”
My belly spasmed with a shock of pleasure. I arched my back so my ass pushed against Janus, who grabbed my hips in his big hands.
“Can I have some now?” Milo asked.
“Yes,” I said, clenching on Janus’s cock.
Milo crowded eagerly on my other side, bending down and then flipping so he was on his back.
He’d been so eager for this ever since my milk had come in. And no matter how chapped my nipples got, I couldn’t deny him a taste.
Because at the end of the day, his gentle tongue reminded me I was a woman, not just a mommy. And also it was the filthiest and somehow sexiest thing I’d ever seen, and I certainly never imagined it would be. I lifted off the couch just enough to look down at him.
Milo’s face showed reverence as he bent up on his elbows, his chest bare. I didn’t know when he’d lost his shirt, but I was glad for the show. He’d been working out with his brothers lately.
My breasts hung low as I bent over the couch.
And then his tender, tender tongue was licking so gently at my nipples.
Coaxing milk from them.
He reached a hand down to play with my clit while Janus fucked me. Milo played with my pussy, rubbing my swollen flesh against his brother’s cock as Janus fucked me.
I grabbed one of the throw pillows from the couch, shoved it in between my teeth, and screamed out my high-pitched whimpers as I felt the orgasm coming. Rising like a rollercoaster approaching its apex.
God, I was so ready for it to hit. Ready for the rush and the free fall into pleasure.
My body started to shake with anticipation.
Milo’s mouth closed around my nipple. Suckling me. I felt the milk flowing, but it was nothing like—
Leander leaned over from the other side. “We’re all feeding on you.” He nibbled at the back of my neck with the edge of his teeth, and then sucked.
I shuddered, then reached out a hand for him blindly. I only managed to grab his bicep.
“It’s so good to move with all of us together like this,” Leander said, and by the strain in his voice I could tell he was rubbing himself. I imagined his strong-veined hand on his cock. Identical to the one inside me. Leander was always slow and steady when he stroked himself.
Whereas Milo was so quick it was a fast staccato as he pulled his skin up and down his shaft roughly, the bottom of his fist a hard smack against his balls with every down-pull.
Janus rolled his hips, and I felt him inside. Everywhere inside.
“Now, Leander,” Janus said.
And then Janus slid out of me.
But only briefly. Because his cock didn’t even have time to get cold before he was pressing again at my other hole.
And Leander was lined up beside him, so close, all but on top of one another.
One cock pressing at my ass. And as Leander went up on one leg and lined himself up—oh God, there was another one at my pussy.
My orgasm had fallen before cresting when they changed positions, but as they both started pushing in at once— Oh, oh—
Milo moved to my other breast and I clutched onto the edge of the couch as the twins started pushing in together.
Janus wasn’t taking it easy on my ass. While we hadn’t had any sort of sex except oral until the doctor okayed it, Janus had certainly enjoyed playing with my ass with his fingers the last eight weeks. He wanted to “keep it nice and stretched,” in his words.