Fuck me, professor!Biting my lips to hold in a laugh, I quickly reply.Does that include class?
Class is impossible.
Squeezing my eyes shut, I internally squeal.When you say words that begin with L, all I can think of is you licking me to ecstasy.
Lorak begins with L.
Butterflies flood my stomach.More, please…
When you put that pen in your mouth, my dick gets hard.
The space between my thighs aches, and I go there.I’ll swallow your dick if you push me to my knees and grip my hair.
It takes a moment, but his reply appears.We can’t go on this way.
“No!” I whisper-wail. My brow furrows as I text,What can we do?
A moment of silence. Seconds tick by, and I think I’m going to cry.
Finally, he answers,Let me think about it.
The fear breaks in my chest, and I breathe. Rolling onto my side again, I’m unsure whether I should laugh or cry. Ali makes a noise, and I set my phone aside, pulling the blankets over my shoulder.
We’re in a holding pattern, but he’s mine. What’s more complicated is I’m his, and I’m not sure what that’s going to mean when it’s time to walk away.
“Areyou staying on campus for fall break?” Ali’s fingers are laced with Ryan’s, and we’re walking across campus to the large, grassy fields used for soccer and intramural sports.
It’s Friday evening, and we’re headed to what I’ve just learned is an annual pre-fall-break tradition at Thornton, the Pi Kappa Rho Haunted Hay Maze to raise money for St. Jude’s. After dark is supposed to be the prime time to attend, so we’re heading out at twilight for our last activity before everyone goes home, or almost everyone.
I’m running out of time, and Dirk hasn’t said a word about his plans, but I expect he’s going home.
He hasn’t looked at me in class all week, and Sharon the cockblocker has been in his office every day helping him grade midterms. Still, I know he’s with me in this. We sext at night, and now I’m horny and antsy and really needing to be with him in private.
Natasha demands daily status reports, most of which I ignore. Somehow I’ve got to get to his place in Hamiltown, or to Hugh van Hamilton’s study so she’ll get off my back.
I’ve considered inviting myself to go with him for the break, but it would be a huge risk. He might ask me to meet his family, which would include Hana and Blake, and then everything would be ruined.
My stomach cramps at the thought of him finding out who I am before I’m ready. I don’t want to imagine his words, his expression… It’s like the shock of ice water over my head.
I have to control the release of information. I have to explain this to him in my own way and hope I can make him understand.
The dream I had when I fell asleep in his bed gives me hope.You don’t have to fight alone anymore…
“Re-re?” Ali still calls me that, and I blink out of my distraction.
“What?”
“Fall break,” Ryan laughs. “What are you doing for fall break?”
“Oh, I’m not sure. I might go to New York.”Right. That’s something I would never do.
In Natasha’s last text, she threatened to send Rick to check on me, and I actually answered that one immediately.Sending Rick would be the fastest way to ruin everything.
“Another year with the Pi-Rhos.” Evan is following behind us a few paces. “I wonder if this year it will catch fire.”
“Funny.” Slowing my pace, I walk beside him. “I thought you were sick. You haven’t been in class all week.”
His brow arches, and he steps away from me. “Yeah, I’m going to drop professor dickhead’s class. I can’t have aCon my transcript.”