A bitter laugh escapes him, his eyes flashing with secrets. “Say that again.”
I lick my lips. “I want to be with you.”
His eyes shudder and I shiver when he begins unbuttoning my dress. He takes his time as if he’s unwrapping a gift and showers me with his masculine appreciation. Even before my clothes drop, I know he’ll find me beautiful simply from the way he’s behaving with me.
I’ve never felt more coveted than when he slides the dress down my shoulders and past my hips. I tremble so hard it feels like I’m about to have a seizure. “Rammstein...” I whimper, suddenly a little bit hesitant and his eyes flash to mine.
“You’re perfect, Freya.”
“But...,”
“Just let me have you,” he urges, his voice slightly panicky. “Just once and then I’ll leave you alone.”
His hands greedily slide down my body and they feel like velvet on my skin. Eyes shuddering, I plead, “Stop.”
Rammstein tenses, a low growl echoing in his chest and I hurry to explain.
“Stop saying you’ll leave me alone.” Hooking my thumbs into my underwear, I pull them off. He jolts, clasping his chest at the sight of me and I pinch my lips, whispering, “I’m yours.”
CHAPTER TWO
Rammstein
She’s mine. She knows her place even if it’ll be for only one night. I want to make this good for her, want to make her feel like she’s cared for. I want her to know that I hold her in high regard. “Freya,” I croak, reaching for her and I stroke the back of my knuckles down her pink seam and she inhales, already both embarrassed and turned on.
“Am I...,” she pinches her lips as she looks up at me with glassy eyes that crave approval, “to your liking?”
More than that. There’s not a single thread on her except for the jewelry decorating her body. She’s notorious for her love of everything that glimmers or maybe it’s more of an obsession. Her obsession with gems is understandable to me.
I’m obsessed with a gem of my own.Her.
Freya’s eyes roam over me as I remove my clothes and it’s obvious she finds me appealing. I’ve never cared about my looks before, the braids are specific to my rank and not there because of some pathetic male vanity but I’m glad she thinks I’m attractive.
I swallow. “Words can’t describe what you make me feel.” She tenses when I take a step closer to her, putting my hands on her back and she looks up at me with an expression in her eyes that saysI want you and I trust you won’t hurt me.
Grinding my jaw, I press her up against my chest before sitting down on the edge of the bed and pulling her onto my lap. Her naked slit, spreads over my boxers, wetting them and she seems mortified, her breathing so fierce I worry she’ll pass out.
“Ram...,” she moans, her eyes rolling around in her head and I taste her lips. The fireworks outside pale in comparison to the ones firing inside of me. Such a sweet little tongue...it laps at me and makes my mind go blank. I feel her skin burning against mine and bewilderment flares in her eyes when I twist around and pull her down on her back.
She didn’t expect that and she pants, her hands clutching the sheets and she murmurs that she’s never done this before. She says it as if it’s not evident but it is. I’ve never seen anything more innocent.
“I’ve never been this close to a man before,” she gasps, looking up at me in awe. “I didn’t know a man could be this hard...,” she traces her hands across my chest, “you feel like steel on top of me...” She trails off and turns red when I familiarize her with my erection.
“This is harder, isn’t it?” I say and she whimpers, now suddenly worried.
“Don’t put that in me.”
Frowning, I stroke her hair from her flushed face. “How else are we going to do this, little Freya?” I ask, amusement flaring in me and she gulps. “I’ll give it to you inch by inch. You won’t feel a thing.”
That’s a lie.
“Is it smaller than it feels then?” she asks with girly hope in her voice and I force down a chuckle.
“It’s pretty tiny,” I say, “you’ll start laughing when I show it to you, embarrassed you were ever scared of it.”
Freya’s cheeks tint and a relieved smile blooms on her face. “Oh...right.” Her smile widens and she looks down. “Show it to me then.”
First I need to distract her and I push her back against the pillows, causing her to let out a gasp but taking her off guard was worth it. She looks so damn beautiful with her chestnut hair spread out and her hefty curves on display that I get a minor heart attack.