Thankful that her choice of dress provided easy access tonight, Caroline smiled when Hannah lifted a hand, tugging the front of her dress down to expose a strapless lace bra. “Okay, that’s hot.” Hannah’s eyes lit up when she spied the front clasp on Caroline’s bra. “Almost as if you dressed entirely for me tonight.”
Caroline took her bottom lip between her teeth, fighting back the grin she felt working its way to her mouth. Hannah knew all the right things to say, exactly when she needed her to say them. “I can’t say I haven’t thought about you…”
“I hoped you had,” Hannah said, popping the clasp on Caroline’s bra, a delighted glint in her eye when Caroline’s breasts spilled out. “Fuck.”
“W-what?” Caroline frowned.
“God, you’re so gorgeous.” Hannah palmed Caroline’s thighs, urging her to bend her knees. When she did so and her legs fell open, Hannah slipped between them, lowering herself onto Caroline. “You really are, Caz. Absolutely beautiful.”
“Y-you really mean that?” Caroline asked, her voice cracking.
“I don’t say anything I don’t mean. I’d never lie to you.” Hannah kissed her way along Caroline’s collarbone, moving higher, nipping at her earlobe. “Trust me when I tell you that I can’t wait to kiss every last inch of your skin.”
Caroline buried her head into a pillow, squeezing her eyes shut as tears threatened. She wasn’t going to be one of those women who cried during sex. She didn’t need Hannah to run after this.
Hannah took a nipple into her mouth, rolling her tongue over it slowly, teasingly. Caroline held her breath when Hannah repeated the movement, pinching her other nipple at the same time as she sucked harder. “O-oh.” Caroline dug her fingers into the bedspread, her hips arching ever so slightly. She couldn’t remember a time when her body felt so free and uninhibited.
“Mmhmm.” Hannah grinned against her, taking a long slow lick up her nipple. “See how good it feels when you let go?”
“Y-yes.” Arousal flooded Caroline’s body, her hips rolling, desperate for more friction.
Two years of being unable to imagine touching herself, so many negative thoughts whirring around her mind, never feeling good enough. Hannah had the power to obliterate it all in mere seconds, and Caroline suspected she would never be the same again. And in every way imaginable, that was the outcome she hoped for. Because she was tired of second-guessing every decision she made, she was tired of staring at herself in the mirror and feeling that heavy disgust she had for herself, and she was tired of feeling worthless. Caroline had always strived to be happy, to love with all of her heart, but fifteen years with Naomi, ten of those married, and she didn’t know who she was anymore. She craved to find that woman she’d buried deep down, craved a love that was so all-encompassing that she couldn’t breathe. She needed more. So much more than she’d been given over the years.
As she forced herself out of her thoughts, Caroline shuddered. Hannah was trailing her warm tongue along her hip, moving lower with each press of her mouth to Caroline’s skin. God, she wanted to sob with sheer joy; she wanted to scream with the pleasure she felt building in the pit of her stomach. And then Hannah lowered a hand to her soaked sex, gathering her wetness on her fingertips. Caroline arched from the bed, biting down on her bottom lip as Hannah’s tongue slowly but expertly circled her clit.
Oh, Lord. This was what happiness felt like. This…Hannah…was a revelation.
Caroline relaxed her body, sinking so deep into the mattress that she wasn’t sure she’d ever surface again, and kicked all thoughts of Naomi from her mind. That woman didn’t deserve Caroline’s headspace anymore, but Hannah? God, she deserved the world.
Hannah eased two fingers inside her, her thumb pressing against Caroline’s clit as they lifted their heads, their eyes pinning one another. “You feel so good,” Hannah whispered, pressing her lips to Caroline’s stomach. “Fuck, I don’t ever want this night to end.”
Caroline’s bottom lip trembled as she lowered her head back down to her pillow. She felt the same way, but the truth was, this nightwouldend. Except tonight, things were different. Hannah wasn’t here on the basis of being paid, and she wasn’t here because she felt obligated in any way. No, Hannah had come here herself and told Caroline everything she’d wished to hear for this entire miserable week.
She wanted love, she wanted incredible sex, she wanted to feel as though she mattered to another person. And as Caroline lay here, pleasure igniting every dark corner, she felt those things with Hannah.
Hannah increased the pressure against Caroline’s clit, curling her fingers inside. Caroline’s entire body tensed, her toes curling as she dug her feet into the bed. The woman between her thighs was the greatest gift she ever could have received. She was giving every ounce of attention she possessed to Caroline, and that meant the world.
Caroline’s thighs shook when Hannah sunk deeper, harder. “O-oh, God.”
“Let go, Caz.”
She couldn’t. When this ended, life would return to how it was before Hannah climbed the stairs with her. Or…would it? It didn’t feel that way. No, it felt as though Hannah was here for the long haul.
“There’s so much I want to do to you, I want to fuck you all night long, but let go, baby. Feel good.”
Every emotion she possessed crashed through Caroline, her body shaking and convulsing as she came undone. She could barely remember a time when she knew what an orgasm felt like, and even when she had enjoyed one, it hadneverfelt like this. So intense, so full of care and thought, so…
Tears spilled from her eyes as Hannah coaxed everything she possibly could from Caroline. She felt Hannah smile against her thigh, her hot breath only encouraging her body to continue trembling. She brought the heels of her hands to her face, pressing them to her eyes as sobs wracked her entirely.
Hannah climbed up her, rolling off Caroline and settling beside her. And then her arms enveloped Caroline, Hannah’s hands in her hair as she held Caroline against her. Nothing was said, the silence of the room startling compared to only a few moments ago. But Caroline knew exactly what Hannah wanted to say because her gentle touch was incredibly beautiful. This woman… Caroline had no way of describing Hannah, this moment, anything. Overwhelmed by how her night was ending meant that Caroline couldn’t possibly process it tonight.
She turned her face into Hannah’s chest, disappointed that Hannah was still fully clothed. But if it was at all possible, if Hannah wanted to see Caroline again, she would absolutely return the favour. “Hannah…”
“Shush.” Hannah tightened her arms around Caroline’s body, pressing a kiss to her hair. “Close your eyes and just relax.”
Caroline did exactly that, her body truly spent. If she was ever going to make something more of this, she’d have to get her stamina back up and running. She’d been lacking for far too long.
“Don’t leave, okay?” Caroline snuggled against Hannah, her breathing soft.