I did what he said, fully exposing what he was doing, as if Adam and Jayden didn’t already know. I twisted my hips back and forth, needing something in me. I felt wild with need. “Please.”
Ian pushed his fingers deep, filling me. Growling, he pulled them out and thrust them back in. My thighs shook as he set a fast pace, fucking me with his fingers. The sound of my wetness reached my ears, and I gritted my teeth.
“Seems you can’t be quiet.” Ian buried his face against my neck and kissed it. “Good.”
I gasped when he curled his fingers and rubbed a magic spot inside me. I tightened my grip on whatever I’d grabbed, and when it moved, I found myself staring into Adam’s eyes. I had a grip on his shirt, nearly yanking it off his chest. His eyes moved down to my thighs, and Ian shifted his thumb over my clit at the same time.
“Fuck.” Jayden’s awe-filled voice was the tipping point. Knowing they were all watching me,participatingin a way, set off a powerful orgasm.
My body bowed as the tension reached its peak. Adam held my face and my gaze before settling his mouth over mine, kissing me hungrily while Ian was inside me. I came like a bomb, exploding all at once. I screamed into Adam’s mouth and threw my hand out, searching for Jayden. His hand in mine, he pressed a kiss to my wrist. It shook me, turned me inside out, and left me panting.
Ian held me tightly when I collapsed back down on top of him. He pulled his hand out of my pants and wrapped both arms around me. “That’s it, baby. So fucking perfect.”
I was just a bag of bones as I lay there and caught my breath. My mind was strangely quiet. The panic and fear dissipated, at least for that moment. When I could move again, I slid off Ian’s lap and settled on the floor in front of the couch, kneeling and looking up at them. They were all looking back at me, all aware of what we were doing. Still, I had to be sure.
“I don’t want to push anyone into something they don’t want.” My voice was stronger than I expected, and I felt braver than ever. “I don’t understand what the hell is happening, but I want all three of you. Desperately. I don’t even know what that means, or how it works to do what I want to do right now, but I want it. Badly. I’m not going to expect—”
“Angel?” When I met his gaze, Jayden smiled. “Take your clothes off.”
My blood heated and I licked my lips. My newfound braveness disappeared as fast as a shooting star. Drawing in a slow inhale, I closed my eyes and nodded. With shaking hands, I grabbed the bottom of my shirt and slowly pulled it up, revealing my body inch by inch. Goosebumps broke out across my skin as I felt their gazes drinking me in. I dropped the shirt beside me on the floor and opened my eyes.
Adam scooted forward on the couch and dug his fingers into his knees. “The rest.”
Jayden stood up and pulled me to my feet. “Let me help, Angel.”
He stood behind me and pressed open-mouthed kisses along my shoulders while he rolled my leggings down. I stepped out of them and did the same with my panties when he pushed them down.
Standing there, naked except for my fuzzy socks, in front of three of the most beautiful men alive, was hard. The moment I tried to cover my body, though, Jayden caught my arms and held them at my sides.
“Let them look.”
Ian stood up and raked his hands through his hair. “Fuck, Vi. You’re even more beautiful now. So soft and silky, everywhere. The idea that anyone would walk away from you is absurd.”
I sank into Jayden’s chest and let Ian’s words wash over me.
Adam stood with his hands on his hips and swept his burning gaze over me. “I’m going to need time to grieve not seeing you naked for all these years. Jesus, little rabbit. When I tell you that I’ve thought of you like this a thousand times since you left, it’s not an exaggeration. You went and beat my memory, though. You are fucking perfect.”
My body tingled with anticipation. “How… What now?”
Ian yanked his shirt off and tossed it behind him. “Now we make you come for the next few hours.”
16.
***Adam***
IpulledVioletintomy chest and wrapped my arms around her. My heart thumped against my chest, eager to be next to the woman I’d looked for in every crowd since she left. Burying my face in her hair, I breathed in her fruity smell and slowly trailed my nose down the curve of her neck and up her throat. I felt her shiver against me and pulled back enough to drag my shirt off. While she pulled it to her face and inhaled, I gripped her ass and lifted her.
She gasped and tried to wiggle down. “Too heavy.”
I narrowed my eyes at her and lifted her even higher, forcing her to lock her arms around my neck. “Watch that, little rabbit.”
Ian moved behind her, and I watched Violet’s face when she felt herself pinned between the two of us. Her eyes fluttered closed, and she bit down on her bottom lip, unsuccessfully attempting to stop a moan. I met Ian’s eyes over her shoulder, and he seemed as lost in her as I was. Looking over at Jayden, I saw that he was watching us closely, watching Violet closely.
I stroked my hand into her hair and angled her face up to mine. “Open those pretty eyes, little rabbit.”
She batted her lashes as she looked at me and her fingers caught in my hair. “It’s longer now.”
“No one to cut it.” I closed the distance between our mouths and watched her eyes widen before they softened and closed. Kissing her softly had never been my thing. I didn’t feel soft things about Violet, and I didn’t act softly. I’d loved hard, I’d fucked hard, and I’d lost hard. With her there, with me and two other men, I couldn’t pretend to be anything but who I was. More animal than man most days, I wasn’t able to hold back the desire I’d held onto aimlessly for years.