Mary stopped breathing.
Something else is in there, she thought. There was... something else looking through his stare at her.
Phury came up, smiling. "Go get a room, Hollywood, if you're going to be like this. The rest of us don't need to be reminded of all you have."
He clapped his palm on Rhage's shoulder.
Rhage wheeled around and snapped at his brother's hand with his teeth. The sound of his jaws clamping shut was loud enough to suck the conversation out of the room.
Phury leaped back, yanking his arm away. "Jesus Christ, Rhage! What's your - Shit. Your eyes, man. They've turned."
Rhage paled and then stumbled away, squinting and blinking. "I'm sorry. Hell, Phury, I didn't even know I was - "
All around the room, the men put down whatever was in their hands and came at him, circling him.
"How close are you to the change?" Phury asked.
"Clear the females out," someone commanded, "Get them upstairs."
As the sound of people leaving filled the air, Vishous squeezed Mary's arm. "Come with me."
"No." She struggled. "Stop it. I want to stay with him."
Rhage glanced over at her, and immediately that odd, fixated look came back. Then his white eyes shifted to Vishous. Rhage's lips pared off his teeth and he growled, loud as a lion.
"V, man, let go of her. Right now," Phury said.
Vishous dropped his hold, but whispered to her, "You need to get out of here."
Screw that, she thought.
"Rhage?" she said softly. "Rhage, what's going on?"
He shook his head and broke their eye contact, backing himself up against the marble fireplace. Sweat gleamed on his face as he grabbed on to the stone, and he strained as if he were trying to lift the whole damn mantelpiece off the wall.
Time slowed to a crawl as he battled with himself, chest pumping, arms and legs trembling. It was a long while before he sagged and the tension left his body. Whatever the fight had been, he'd won. But not by much.
As he looked up, his eyes were back to normal, but he was pasty as hell.
"I'm sorry, my brothers," he mumbled. Then he glanced at her and opened his mouth. Instead of speaking, he hung his head as if ashamed.
Mary walked through the barrier of male bodies and put her hands on his face.
As he gasped in surprise, she kissed him on the mouth. "Let's see the cherry thing. Come on."
The men standing around them were stunned; she could feel it in their stares. Rhage was shaken, too. But when she just looked at him pointedly, he started chewing, working the stem over with his teeth.
She glanced back at the warriors. "He's tine. We're fine. Go back to doing whatever, okay? He needs a minute, and all you guys staring at him like this isn't helping."
Phury laughed a little and walked over to the pool table. "You know, she's fabulous."
V picked up his cue and his glass. "Yeah. True."
As the party resumed, and Bella and Wellsie came back, Mary stroked Rhage's face and neck. He seemed to have trouble looking her in the eye.
"Are you okay?" she said softly.
"I'm so sorry - "
"Cut out the sorry bit. Whatever that is, you can't help it, right?"
He nodded.
"So there's no sorry."
She wanted to know what had just happened, but not here, not now. Sometimes, pretending to be normal was the very best antidote to weirdness. Fake-it-until-you-make-it was more than psychobabble bullshit.
"Mary, I don't want you to fear me."
For a moment, she watched his mouth and jaw work the stem.
"I'm not afraid. V and Phury might have been in a little trouble, but you wouldn't have hurt me. No way. I'm not sure how I know that, I just do."
He took a deep breath. "God, I love you. I really, really love you."
And then he smiled.
She laughed in a loud crack that brought every head in the room around.
The cherry stem was tied neatly around one of his fangs.
Chapter Forty
Bella was staring, and it had to stop. Except she couldn't help herself. Zsadist was the only thing she could see.
Not that he was really involved in the party. Except for when that episode with Rhage had happened, Zsadist stayed away from them all. He talked to no one. Drank nothing. Ate nothing. He was a statue over by one of the long windows, and the stillness in him was fascinating. He didn't even seem to be breathing. Only his eyes moved.
And always to get away from hers.
Bella gave them both a break by heading over for some more wine. The billiard room was a dark, luxurious space, covered in forest-green silk wallpaper and festooned with black-and-gold satin drapes. Over in the corner where the bar was set up, the shadows were even thicker, and she took shelter in them.
Maybe she could be more discreet if she watched him from here.
Over the past few days she'd asked around and heard every Zsadist story there was. The rumors were downright gruesome, especially the ones about him and females. People said he killed her sex for sport, but it was hard not to wonder how much of that was lore. A male who looked as dangerous as he did, people were bound to talk. Her brother was the same way. She'd heard whispers about Rehvenge for years, and God knew, all of them were false.
There was just no way all the chatter about Zsadist was accurate. For heaven's sake, folks maintained he lived off the blood of human prostitutes. That wasn't even physiologically possible, not unless he drank every other night. And even then, how could he be as strong as he was with that weak sustenance?
Bella turned from the bar and scanned the room. Zsadist was gone.
She glanced out into the foyer. She hadn't even seen him leave. Perhaps he'd dematerialized -
"Looking for me?"
She jumped and twisted her head around. Zsadist was right behind her, rubbing a Granny Smith apple on his shirt. As he lifted it to his mouth, he eyed her throat.
"Zsadist..."
"You know, for a female of the aristocracy, you're pretty damn rude." He bared his fangs and bit through the bright green flesh with a crack. "Didn't your mother ever tell you it's not polite to stare?"
She watched him chew, his jaw working in circles. God, just looking at his lips made her breathless. "I don't mean to offend you."
"Well, you are. And I think you're upsetting my dear twin while you're at it."
"What?"
Zsadist's eyes lingered on her face, then drifted over her hair. He took another hunk out of the apple. "Phury likes you. I think he might even be attracted to you, which is a first, at least since I've known him. He doesn't get distracted by females."
Funny, she hadn't gotten that vibe at all. Then again, she'd been focused on Zsadist.
"I don't think Phury's - "
"He keeps watching you. While you're looking at me, he's staring at you. And it's not because he's worried about you. His eyes are on your body, female." Zsadist tilted his head to the side. "You know, maybe I was wrong. Maybe you are the one who'll shake him out of his celibacy. Shit, you're beautiful enough, and he ain't dead."
She flushed. "Zsadist, you should know that I, ah, I find you - "
"Revolting, right? Kind of like a good car accident." He bit off some more apple. "I can understand the fascination, but you need to be taking those eyes elsewhere. Look at Phury from now on, we clear?"
"I want to look at you. I like to look at you."
His eyes narrowed. "No, you don't."
"Yes. I do."
"No one likes to look at me. Not even I do."
"You're not ugly, Zsadist."
He laughed, deliberately running a fingertip down his scar. "Now, there's a ringing endorsement. As well as a blatant f**king lie."
"I find you mesmerizing. I can't get you out of my mind. I want to be with you."
Zsadist frowned, falling still. "Be with me exactly how?"
"You know. Be with you." She blushed a brilliant red, but figured she had nothing to lose. "I want to... lay with you."
Zsadist backed up so fast he hit the bar. And as the liquor bottles rattled, she knew for certain the stories about him were false. This was no female-killer. If anything, he seemed petrified by the thought that she was sexually attracted to him.
She opened her mouth, but he cut her off.
"You stay away from me, female," he said, pitching the half-eaten apple into the trash. "If you don't, there's no telling what I might do to defend myself."