“After everything I did, I’m still trying to get you to love the club.”
“I do love the club,” Ava said. “Look, I’m happy that you got rid of the club women. I wouldn’t have felt comfortable with them, but you’ve got to understand that I do see this … differently. Sure, when I think about it from my own point of view, it hurts, but this isn’t just about me. This is about us, and I know that you’re never going to do that to me again. Never ever. You’ve got to stop carrying around this guilt. You’ve also got to let me be near Brick and Kinky. You’re always creating this distance.”
“I still see you, Ava. I see the pain in your eyes, the betrayal—”
“Stop!” She pressed a hand to his lips. “Don’t you get it, Smokey? I am here. I’m not going anywhere. I’m in love with you. No one else. I can’t believe that you have transformed your entire club for me to help me make memories. You’ve invited, Harlow, Larissa, and Jonah, as well as the club. This is going to be an amazing Christmas. This is a wonderful gift, and you’ve got to stop doing this. I want to grow old with you. Have brothers and sisters for Umberto. You’re not going to get rid of me that easily.”
Smokey silenced her with his lips, and she didn’t have a problem with that. As he pressed her to the bed and slid between her thighs, she was already ready for him.
“You want more kids?”
“Yeah, don’t you?”
“Fuck yeah, I do. I want a whole fuckingload of them. Eleven. Does that sound good?”
Ava snorted. “Why don’t we start with maybe three, possibly four? How does that sound?”
“It sounds like I can convince you to have more than four.”He kissed her down to her neck and she giggled, but then she moaned as he reached between his thighs and held his cock.
She gasped as he pressed the length of his dick between the lips of her sex, bumping her clit with every thrust he made. Each stroke heightened her arousal.
He did this over and over until she was close to orgasm, but not quite reaching it. Just when she was about to, he pulled away, and she growled his name, to which he chuckled.
Smokey thrust inside her. “Touch that pretty pussy,” he said. “I want you to come while I’m still inside you.”
Ava slid her hand between their bodies and touched her clit. She didn’t think it was going to be possible to orgasm for a third time, but as usual, Smokey knew what he was doing.
A few strokes over her clit, and she was ready to come.
She screamed his name, and Smokey didn’t hold back. He pounded inside her, fucking her harder than before, taking her breath away.
He held onto her shoulders, keeping her in place as he had his way with her, driving harder, deeper, and she knew he was so close. When he came, Smokey looked into her eyes, and he hoped she felt each pulse. “We’re going to make another baby. I’m going to fill you with my kid, Ava.” He wrapped his arms around her, and the truth was, this was exactly what he wanted.
He knew Ava wanted a big family. She had told him many times that her dream was to have children running around her skirts while she baked.
Smokey didn’t realize how much he wanted this as well.To have a family with Ava. He wanted to grow old with her. And he hoped it never ended.
She had forgiven him, but now,he realized, it was time for him to let her heal, to not worry all the time about her running away.
Ava was strong. Stronger than he’d given her credit for. There would always be the guilt, the pain, but he wasn’t going to let her know or feel it.
Ava was what was important, not him. Everything he did, it was for her.
Chapter Eleven
Big Dick was nota kid-loving guy.
He’d taken care of his brothers, and even Harlow, but he’d done sowhile also vowing to never have kids of his own.
Little Umberto was cute. As was Abriana and Ugly Beast’s, Bella. She was a cute kid.
This was different. He held onto Umberto like his life depended on it, and in truth, it did. None of the other brothers would even go near him.
He sat at the bar and held a squirming Umberto. The kid was starting to let off a stink, and that terrified him.
“You need to change his diaper.”
He looked up to see Larissa.