“I’m sorry,” Logan broke into a sob.
I pulled out. The tip of my dick glinted in the darkness, dark blood silhouetting the head and shaft.Good.
“Sorry isn’t good enough,” I grunted, delving back into his ass. I’d never forced anyone, ever, but forcing my cock into Logan’s ass was next level.
Maybe it was fucked up, but I’d never had absolute control. Not really. Not like this. I couldn’t do something like this to a woman. Hell, I shouldn’t be doing this to the man I loved, but he needed to be taken down a few pegs. I had no fucking choice. Nice guys only finished last because they didn't have the strength to fight dirty.
“What can I say? What can I say to take it back?” he cried.
I knew if I touched below his cheeks, they would be wet. It was why we were in this position. I wasn’t certain if I looked him in the eyes if I’d be able to follow through. I wasn’t making love to his body. I was punishing it.
So I said nothing as I grunted along, pleasure tingling up my spine.
“Please, Jojo,” he begged.
Fuck.“I’m the one who's going to keep you in check.”Thrust.“I’m the one who’s going to make sure you never hurt her again.”Thrust. “I’m in control. Say it.” I gripped his neck and lifted his head so he could say it out loud and proud.
“You’re in control. You’re in control. You’re in control,” he panted in rhythm with my thrusts.
I drew in a large breath and pulled him towards my chest. Deeper and deeper I sank into his tight hole, wishing that I could live there for the rest of my life. It had never been like this with anyone else. I’d never felt like this before.
“Nngh.Fuck I’m gonna come,” Logan croaked.
I grabbed onto his cock and jerked it hard, hoping the pain brought him a little more time to suffer. But to my surprise, he gasped and came harder than ever before, I was sure.
“You aremine,Logan. My little toy. My fucking slut until I say otherwise. This isn’t fucking over,” I growled in his ear, rubbing his cum along his length like he should be ashamed for coming so fast. “Next time, you don’t come until I say you can. Got it?”
“Yes, yes,” he agreed.
I kept my hips going as lightning shot down my spine. I wrapped my cum covered hand around his neck and squeezed. “Fuck your ass is tight,” I groaned out.
My orgasm was steadily approaching. A couple more thrusts and I was there. Lights brightened behind my eyelids, and I swear I saw Jesus as I came inside of him. My stream of cum went on for longer than I’d ever expected.
When I was spent, I pulled out and let him collapse to the couch. I grabbed my pants and slipped them on. My keys were in my hand before I thought about it.
I left Logan a trembling mess on the couch. Cum and blood leaking out of his orifice as I ran away from what I’d just done. There was no going back. I couldn’t take it back. I was just likehim.
Some sick part of me enjoyed every single thing I’d done to him. A darker part of me wanted to hurt him more. Just likehedid to me. Just like he did to Hana.
But as I drove, guilt began to creep in until I was lost and bereft. I wasn’t sure who I was anymore. Was I the nice best friend who gave advice? Or was I the evil lover who’d dub-conned a guy when he was at his lowest?
Until I knew just how darkness went, maybe it would be best if I stayed away from both of them. For their own good.
Chapter Seventeen
Logan
I wasn’t sure how long I laid on the couch sobbing but was glad I was alone when I finally looked up. Joseph had left.
The pain in my ass throbbed as I pulled myself off the sofa with a loud groan. I felt as weak as a kitten. I couldn’t believe I’d allowed Joseph to use my body like that.
I limped out of the living room. Worse than the pain was the violation. Yes, I had initially consented to this as my way to seek forgiveness for all the shit that had come our way from my poor choices, but when the pain had become too much, I begged for Joseph to stop.
He didn’t.
Was this how Hana felt? I thought I had been sweet, making love to her in her sleep. Her body wanted it, but when she found out what I had done to her, she was horrified. And the way I treated her at the cabin…
I’m not sure if I finally got it, but I was starting too.