Her eyes dilate, and she licks her lips. I know she wants me. And I want her. But I have far more practice in denying myself than she does. I have more control over my fear too, and I want her to learn to control her fear more than I want to fuck her.
I step back, pick up her journal, and start to walk toward the door.
“What are you doing? Where are you going?”
I turn back, flashing her a vicious grin. “I’m going to let the guys know my wife is tied up and wet and ready to be played with. I’m too hurt to fuck you properly, so I’ll offer you to any of them.”
“You wouldn’t dare,” she says.
I shrug. “I don’t mind sharing. I’ve shared before.”
Her eyes widen in fear.
I wouldn’t dare share her. But she’ll worry that I might until I come back to untie her.
“In the meantime, I’ll enjoy perusing your journal.”
“Don’t.” Her bottom lip trembles.
“Enjoy your afternoon, wife.”
And then I leave her naked, closing the door and taking a seat in front of it. I’m not going to let any of these sick fucks go near her.
I open her journal, and my jaw drops when I see her doodles. My wife has a filthier imagination than I realized. My cock hardens as I look at the little drawings that featureme, not Kit. And it takes everything inside me not to go back into that room and fulfill every one of her fantasies.
Chapter30
Rialta
I can’t breathe.
My pulse is jumping in my throat.
My lip is trembling.
My body is shaking.
I stare at the door.
He left me.
He fucking left me.
My bra has been cut open—same with my leggings.
If anyone walked in, they’d see me naked and tied to this bench. They could do whatever they wanted to me, and I couldn’t stop it.
Fucking bastard.
He’s too good to rape me, but he has no problem letting others do it.It’s the same damn thing!
He’s shared before. What does that mean? Did Hayes and Gage use to share girls with him?
It’s kind of hot if it’s true.
But I can’t think about that now. I have to figure out how to stop this because while I might be okay with Hayes and Gage fucking me—the others…I wouldn’t survive.
I know that now.