Canon
I prefer film.
I like months to mold a story into my preferred shape, to manipulate with light or reconstruct with editing.
I like takes.
A few chances for my actors to find their best.
I like time.
Theater is immediate. With a movie, I’m bringing something to life. With theater, it’s breathing on me. It’s already alive. I know it takes months, sometimes years bringing a work to the Broadway stage, so I respect the process and appreciate its rigors, but the experience is very different from film.
And I prefer film.
But from the moment she steps onstage, this understudy, something kindles inside of me. At first it’s merely a flicker of recognition. Not that I know her or have seen her before. I recognize this feeling of finding something unexpected and exceptional.
Discovery.
After a while, beauty blurs. In my business, you’ve seen one pretty face . . . so for me, a well-constructed face doesn’t necessarily hold my attention the way it did when I was younger. Surgeons can construct a great face. Beauty can be bought.
This. What she has, what she does, is not about beauty.
She’s attractive, I guess. Even under the thick layer of stage makeup and the wig and the costume, there’s an arresting quality to her.
I mentally strip every performer when I meet them. Remove the makeup, costume, whatever identity they’ve assumed to examine what lies beneath. The bones under the skin. The soul under the flesh. It’s a knee-jerk response after years of casting for movies. I automatically disassemble them into their smallest parts. Even when I’m not working with an actor, I assess them to see what’s there for me to use.
There’s so much here.
If she were a room, all the windows and doors would be flung open. There is an unboundedness to her, even as she exhibits the restraint of craft. She’s obviously well-trained and disciplined, but her spirit gallops like a horse given its head, lengthening the reins until it runs wild. Her face tells the story before she delivers one line. She’s adularescent, the glow of a stone that comes from beneath the surface—like all the brightest parts of her aren’t available to the naked eye, and onstage she brings it out for the audience to see.
For much of the play, she interacts with other characters, but near the middle, the stage clears until she stands alone in the spotlight. The stage is vast, and she seems so small, it could easily swallow her, but it doesn’t. She commands the space and when she reaches the pivotal monologue, anyone else onstage would only be in her way.
Splendor
There’s splendor in our kisses
And awe in every breath
When you touch me, just like that,
just like that right there, the world stops
Beneath your fingers, I shiver. I crumble. Your caress leaves me boneless, weightless
One glance from you, the sun stands still in my chest
High noon, high rise, high on you
My field of poppies, my field of dreams
My splendor in the grass
Splendor, splendor, splendor
Chase me. Catch me. Wrap me in your fantasies.
Feed me from the storehouse of your love.