“One word from you and my world narrows,” Killian states, and this time I don’t fight the smile.
“I know,” I reply breathlessly, air lost to the wildness of my heartbeat. “You distract me too. More than I ever want to admit. All I wanted was to make sure you stayed with me. After everything my father told me, I felt like I was drowning, and you were the only port I could reach.”
Killian turns to me then and immediately freezes. His body snaps firm like a pole, and his stormy eyes turn inky black as his gaze locks on me.
“What are you doing?” he asks and I tilt my head to the side, slowly licking my lips.
“I’m not… sure,” I confess, “but I do know what will make both of us feel better.”
“Why would I care about makingyoufeel better?” he asks as he stalks towards me in long, smooth steps. His chest rises faster, and I can almosttastethe desperation in the air around him.
“Was earlier not proof enough of how this doesn’t make anything better?” He growls down at me, and the noise sends a shiver curling down my spine. He stops just in front of me, and I push myself up onto my knees until I’m face to face with his crotch. I let my gaze wander over his body, taking in his slacks, his parted shirt, and bruised skin, right up to his dark gaze above me.
Please.
“And yet earlier we both came, and I don’t know about you, but since you left, you’re all I can think about, so here I am,” I taunt slightly.
This could go so wrong, but sane thoughts have fled. Offering myself up to him has been the only thing that’s made any sense in his absence, and now that he’s here, it’s the only thing I want to do.
His hands clench and his chest rises high before he pinches my jaw with his left hand, a firm grip that presses rough fingertips into my cheeks and forces my lips into a small O.
“You don’t want this,” he mutters and I can see the chains snapping in his eyes.
“No,” I mumble, “Ineedthis.”
31
CARA
Killian understands me immediately. Not just through my words but the meaning behind them. Even after everything, the pain I’ve caused, and more, we still crave each other, and that’s an impossible distraction. Once that is satisfied, maybe we can get to talking about things like proper grown-ups.
Right now, all I want is his rough hands stroking over everyinchof my body, reminding me that he really is okay and that he really does understand what I did.
He releases my jaw to grab at his belt, working the leather free as my mouth begins to water, hot and hungry for what’s coming next. My skin prickles with heat, and I wiggle my shoulders and curl my fingers to press into my own thighs. His chest heaves deeply, rising large above me, likely impatient as the leather belt snags on a loop, and Killian grunts as he rips it free.
It clatters on the floor somewhere to my left, but my focus hones in on his cock the moment he shoves his trousers and boxers down.
The sight of him hard makes my core clench suddenly andpainfully, an aching roll of pleasure as my fucked out muscles tremble in anticipation for more. My blood still runs hot from my earlier attempt to get myself off, an attempt that failed because I’m no longer the composer to my pleasure.
Killian is.
His cock rises thick and hard in front of my face, and a bead of pre-cum glistens at the tip. Leaning forward, I keep my gaze up and hover just an inch away from his cock until his eyes drop down to my own. Holding his gaze, I drag my tongue slowly over his swollen crown.
He moans above me, his teeth flashing into his lower lip as he watches me, then his large hands slide into my hair. Thick fingers twist for a hold in my hair, pulling strands taut as he reins me in. I grip his thighs, digging my fingers into the muscle as a single barked command darts down to my ears.
“Open.”
Obediently I part my lips fully, and Killian slams his hips forward so hard it’s like I’ve been punched in the throat.
I choke immediately, my throat clenching around the intrusion, and the shockwave shoots through my body, settling into my hungry core. His grip on my hair tightens further, and my eyes flood as he starts to fuck into my mouth with wild abandon.
All thoughts are forced from my mind as he slams into my throat over and over, holding my head in place like I’m nothing more than a hole to sate his need. His musky scent floods my senses, and a salty tang flows over my tongue at the slide and drag of his powerful cock. I claw at his thighs, dragging my nails over his muscles as I seek out my own stability in the warm valley of his muscles.
I can barely breathe through the barrage of thrusts, snatching a lungful of air through my nose each time he pulls out far enough. Yet, my focus is pulled to the growing throbbing between my thighs as I kneel there, letting Killian fuck my throat for all he’s worth. My lungsburn, screaming for air that doesn’t come, and I choke audibly, but the sound is lost in the sea of Killian’s deep moans flowing above me.
Digging my nails in harder, tears are forced down my cheeks. My jaw quickly begins to ache from behind, held open by his rigid cock, when he suddenly pulls me forward and presses my face into the soft curls of hair near his pelvis.
I can’t move.