Our night started sweet until our bodies demanded more. I worshipped her gorgeous, naked body with chocolate, eating her out with it drizzled everywhere, savoring her like a ripened fruit.
It was exquisite to be her first time experience. Her innocence, and the look of shock each and every time she came in my mouth, drove me to please her more.
My lovemaking usually went rough, however with Olivia, I had to find a happy medium. I had to know when to slow down and when to up the tempo.
I had her once. Twice. More than a few times all through the night. We would fall asleep in each other’s arms and then I would wake up from a nap, wanting her again. Over and over again, I got lost in her. I wanted to stay this way. To have her anytime I wanted. To have her as mine. I wished keeping her wasn’t so difficult, but I was going to attempt it.
She hadn’t mentioned anything about the note I had written for her, though that was okay. I had half expected her not to say anything, but still, it somehow killed something inside me when she pretended that I hadn’t laid everything out there for her.
In the next few hours, we would be heading back home. As I stared at her sleeping face, I couldn’t resist touching her skin. I had to feel her softness, needing to know that this wasn’t all a dream; that it truly was my reality.
I longed for nothing to change, but I knew that would be stupid of me to assume that. First of all, there was Liam. Was he still in the picture? She hadn’t said anything. Second, there was an issue with our parents. Third, there was Olivia, who still hadn’t said anything about where this was going.
There was nothing I could do except feel optimistic though, because after all, if you wished for things hard enough, didn’t those dreams comes true? Having Olivia in my bed had proved it right, and I anticipated that my other hopes would be heard as well.
I wasn’t one to ask for a lot in life, but this time, I truly was asking for her to stay in my life for as long as possible.
CHAPTER27
Liv
Greysonand I had just gotten out of the SUV after the drive from Big Bear. We were hovering about the vehicle; giving each other long looks while our parents were inside waiting for us to join them for an early dinner.
Usually, he headed towards the side of the house while I went through the main door, but before I could manage to walk towards the door, Grey pushed me to the side, kissing me one more time.
God, this man could kiss me for as long as he liked. His lovemaking sent me to places I hadn’t known existed—and God how I wanted him now. Again.And again.
“Are we good?” he whispered onto my lips, looking uncertain.
I smiled, touching his cheek. “We are.”For now.
“Come to me tonight?” he asked, gently pushing his lower half against mine. “Please. I need you.”
I honestly needed to sleep because last night’s festivities had seriously drained me, but maybe I could see him for an hour or two. “I can’t promise what time—try to wait up for me.”
“Okay.” His face grew serious all of a sudden, making me hitch my breathing. “I’ll miss you, Liv.”
“We’re going to eat dinner soon. I’m going to be sitting across from you.” Silly guy. Where did he think I was heading? Timbuktu? It didn’t matter, though, because my heart was skipping a beat.
“Ialwaysmiss you.” He kissed my forehead before slowly letting me go. “Even when you’re near. Always remember that.”
There was sweet and then there wassweet. Greyson had exceeded everything I had expected of him. He had gone far and beyond to appease me. I was impressed, in awe, amazed and speechless all rolled into one. If he kept going like this, how long would my resistance, and not to mention my sanity, be able to handle his charms?
During the meal, we acted the same. Well, our parents didn’t seem to notice, but Grey and I kept giving each other secret glances.
Reality didn’t check in until an hour after dinner when I was alone in my room, unpacking as a call came in from Liam.
I stared at my ringing cell phone, wondering if I should get it or not. All weekend we hadn’t spoken. What did I say to him? I didn’t even know what was going through my head… my heart. So talking to him would be pointless right now. I needed to wait until I knew how things would unfold.
At around eleven that evening, I cautiously strolled towards the pool house where I found Grey waiting outside, leaning against the entrance of his place. He looked as though he had all the time in the world as he stared up above, possibly counting down stars or something.
“Find something interesting up there?” I stood a few inches away from him, amused as my eyes roved over him, already hungry. He was so gorgeous it hurt.
“I love stars,” he merely said before dropping his head back down, meeting my gaze. “Hello, hello.”
“Hi.” I wanted to add,miss me?but thank goodness I retracted that part.
Slowly walking over to me barefoot, he stopped just a hairsbreadth away, which was just enough for my senses to smell him. “Miss me?”