I’ve been hard before; nothing new about that. But it’s been years since I imagined taking the next step. I thought I had more control than this than to let a virgin’s kiss rob me of my senses. I tried pulling away when I realized where my mind was going, but she trapped me with her legs, holding me close as her eyes changed and her breathing accelerated along with mine.
My eyes fell to the rise and fall of her breasts that were about to spill out of her dress, and I lowered my head like an idiot and licked her flesh. I’d only been teasing her when I spoke of showing her other things we could do besides sex. I know damn good and well that if she so much as removes a sock in my bed, she’s a goner, but I couldn’t very well tell her the truth about why I’d dragged her back here with me.
Now I could feel the warmth of her sex pressed into mine as I tasted her soft flesh beneath my tongue. It was her response that stoked the fire in me, her soft moans and clutching hands that made me feel ten feet tall. The way she ran her hands through my hair as she fed on my mouth was a huge turn-on, and I was sinking fast.
“Lisa, baby, we gotta stop.”
“In a minute.” Like an idiot, I gave in.
LISA
I rolled around on the bed, laughing like a lunatic and feeling all kinds of amazing. The bed’s other occupant wasn’t doing so well. “Are you still sulking?” I shouldn’t laugh, not when he looked so…I’m not sure what that look was, but I know why it was there. “I didn’t plan it, you know.” But boy, did I reap the rewards.
I wanted to get up and dance around the room, but Mr. Moody would probably have a fit if I did. “I’m the one who lost my virginity; why are you the one upset?” I had to cover my mouth to hide the laugh at the look he gave me. “It’s not funny, Lisa; I promised I’d wait."
“Promised who?”
“Myself, you, and your parents. At least in my head, I promised them.”
“It’s all your fault.” He looked down at his penis, and that was too much for me. I laughed so hard that I rolled off the bed.
“Good for you.” He leaned over the bed to look at me on the floor, trying to catch my breath in between gales of laughter and the pain in my butt where I landed.
“Ouch!”
He was off the bed in a hurry to pick me up off the floor. “Are you hurt? Let me see.”
“No, it’s fine.” I wrapped my arms around his neck, trapping him, and he looked mighty suspicious of my motives. “Calm down. I’m not going to jump you again.”
“I feel so used.” His put-upon expression had me stifling another bout of laughter.
“You tricked me.”
“I did not. All I said was, let’s kiss a little bit more. I’m not in control of your… dick.” OK, Lisa, you just had sex. Your face shouldn’t burn this hard from saying a perfectly normal word that even high schoolers know.
He bit my ear playfully but with a bit of a sting, but even that felt good. Everything felt good like I was floating on air. “I can’t believe we did it. I had all these plans laid out in my mind.”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know. We’d go away for the weekend to some nice little seaside town. There’d be candlelight and music. But you know what? This was a hundred times better.”
And it was. As much as he blames me for things going too far, that had not been my intention. He knows how I get about kisses, and I, in fact, expected him to call a halt that way he’s always done in the past. But I guess the combination of a night well spent, the atmosphere, and this being my first time in his bed had turned things on their head.
I don’t regret one moment of it. Not the way he undressed me hurriedly or the way he fed on my nipples until my toes curled. I can still feel the pressure of his hands as they moved over my body, pressing here, caressing there, and his tongue… My body shivered with remembered pleasure as I relived every second of it.
The moment I knew he was too far gone to stop, the unbelievable pleasure I’d felt at the power I held over him. That groan still echoes in my ear and the way he squeezed me against his body as he fought for control and lost. It was innocent, not at all intended. But when I felt his hard flesh pressed against that tiny little nub between my thighs, it seemed like the most natural thing in the world to rub myself against it as hard as I could.