She seemed to think about my question, so she could give me an answer, but I distracted her by touching her lower lip, and then letting a finger run down her cheek, along her jaw. I was memorizing every little detail about her face through touch, and damn she was soft. I loved to feel it.
"I'm not running," she finally said.
"No?"
"I'm searching."
I smiled. She was smart too, my little mate. I loved her answer. Searching. Yes, she was searching, but she just didn't see that what she was looking for was already right in front of her. She believed that what she needed in her life was something entirely different, so she forgot to stop once in a while and just look around at what she already had.
"Searching," I repeated slowly. "For what exactly?"
I slowly lowered the hand that was touching her, and I saw her eyes follow it. It looked like those sweet blue was just begging me to continue to touch her. Like it wasn't enough. I wanted to tell her; I didn't think it was enough either. I wanted to do so much more. I wanted to have a taste again. I wanted to drive her wild with my hands and tongue, before I finally sought deep into her warm and wet pussy, knowing I would never, ever want to fuck anyone else again. I knew she would be perfect, and she would have me on her knees for her. She was the only one I wanted to bow to, but I didn't believe she realized that.
"Something that is mine," she finally said, as her eyes met mine again.
"Something that is yours?"
She nodded.
"Something that can't be taken away, and something that can't be ruined by others."
"And you don't think you might already have that?" I asked.
I was guiding her, hoping she would see it herself, but she shook her head.
"Not yet," she said.
"You think it is out there?" I asked and nodded towards one of the windows not far away.
She looked over her shoulder and said:
"I hope."
I sighed, shaking my head, before I placed my hand on her cheek, making her look at me again.
"You're wrong," I said.
"Why?"
"Because what you are searching for is right here," I said before I couldn't hold back anymore and kissed her.
Chapter 32
-Lara-
This was the second time he had kissed me tonight, but it was different. This was a lot gentler, almost like he was exploring me. He took his time, kissing me, exploring me, and while it took me by surprise, I suddenly noticed I was giving in to him. I couldn't say what was happening, but suddenly I was kissing him back. It felt good. Really good. Why did it suddenly feel different? Not that the other kisses were bad, but this was the first time I had really leaned into it and had decided to kiss him back. It was so intoxicating, that I felt a little dizzy, or maybe I was just so focused on the kiss I forgot to breathe. I wasn't sure, and I really didn't care at this moment, as he parted my lips with his tongue, before meeting my own and stroking it with his. It made me shiver in delight, as I wrapped one of my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss even more.
He growled pleased, that I was now responding to him, and the sound ... I couldn't describe it, it was like it woke something in me, and made me feel so damn warm. Why was I wearing so many clothes? Which I knew actually wasn't a lot. Just a pair of small sleeping shorts and a t-shirt, but the clothes felt strangely itchy now. I wanted them gone!
Dominic pushed me onto my back, hovering over me, as he continued to claim my lips in a much hungrier way now. I ran my hands down his naked back, scratching the skin slightly, and it was clear he liked it. He gently bit down on my lower lip, making me whimper a little, and that only seemed to drive him even more crazy for me.
"You're mine, Lara," he whispered against my lips.
I just whimpered again as a response, but he didn't seem to accept that. He pulled back a little, breathing as hard as me, and wrapped his large hand around my jaw.
"Say it," he demanded.
It was like a splash of cold water on my face, as he broke the connection between us. I now realized what we were doing, and where this was definitely going. How could I be so foolish?! I couldn't let myself get distracted like this. It was dangerous!