“Play any sport?”
“Bit of footie.”
“Ever tried boxing?”
“Not really.”
Bobby points up at the overhang from the upstairs balcony. “I’m putting a punchbag there. I’ll give you a few pointers if you like.”
Caleb feels a glow inside. “Yeah, all right.” He throws his phone onto the deck. “Might go and check out the water.”
Bobby winks. “And the rest, right?”
Caleb stretches. He jumps to the next deck, climbs down to the dock, and takes a running jump, landing in a perfect bomb between Felicia and Tabby. The lake is ice cold and dark, and Caleb opens his eyes and takes long, strong strokes through the clear water. He bursts into the sunlight, laughing at the outrage on the twins’ bedraggled faces, then hauls himself out.
There’s a movement, farther down the shore, and Caleb sees the red-haired girl hiding behind a tree. She’s been there for a few days, spying on them, thinking she can’t be seen. For want of anything better to do, he heads after her, but as he rounds the side of the lodges, a hand grips his shoulder and spins him around, then pushes him roughly against the wood cladding.
“Perve at my girls again and I’ll cut your balls off.” Rhys’s hand is locked around Caleb’s throat, pressing against his windpipe. Caleb can hear the twins laughing on the lake and his mum’s voice, talking to Mrs. Huxley at number two. Sweat trickles down his spine.
“I wasn’t—” Caleb tries, but Rhys’s fist tightens on his throat, and he can’t speak.
“They’re out of your league.”
“I—” Beneath the humiliation and the fear, white-hot rage is building inside Caleb, pushing its way to the surface.
“Got it?” Rhys says.
Caleb’s fist readies itself but never has a chance to act.
Rhys brings up his knee and Caleb’s vision swims black.
Thirty-Eight
January 7
Leo
“He walked me home afterward.”
Leo’s turned the car’s heater on full blast, and the color is slowly returning to Ffion’s cheeks. She huddles beneath her own coat and Leo’s, steam rising from her still-wet hair. Outside, the snow has blown itself out, the few flakes that had settled already whipped away. The lake is gray, violent waves thrashing against the shore, and Leo shivers at the memory of Ffion in the water.
“I remember him kissing me good night. I said thank you,” she says wretchedly, her eyes pressed shut against the memory. On the other side of the lake, The Shore seems to taunt them, and Leo tries to focus on the lake, the mountains, the trees. A couple of hundred meters along the shoreline, two lads are messing about with fishing tackle. Leo tries to imagine Harris at that age.
“I had a bath every day for weeks and weeks,” Ffion says. “I never felt clean. One day I realized my body felt different. And I knew I was pregnant.”
“Did you tell your parents right away?”
“Mam guessed. By then, it was too late to do anything about it.”
“What did they do?”
“They shouted. A lot. Demanded to know who I’d slept with, but I refused. Mam listed every lad on that summer camp—Was it him? Or him?Dad was disappointed. That was the worst of it. He called megwyllt, said he was disappointed to discover that all the rumors about me had been true.” Ffion lets out a shaky breath. “He’d already been diagnosed with terminal cancer. We knew he had less than a year left. I hate that I let him down before he died.”
“So he never got to meet Seren.” It means “star,” Leo remembers. A bright light in the darkness. He looks out the window and frowns. The lads with the fishing rod are causing a commotion, one of them running up to the boathouse, the other on his knees, bending over something.
“It was Mam’s idea to make her my sister. They’d wanted more children after me, but Mam had six miscarriages, and eventually they stopped trying. She said they’d bring Seren up as theirs. I don’t know what Dad really thought about it—he and Mam spent a lot of time talking about it behind closed doors—but he agreed. He said it would give me a chance to straighten myself out. To—” Ffion chokes back a sob. “To make him proud.”
“And look at you.” Leo squeezes her hand. “A detective. Wouldn’t he be proud of that?”