“Don’t be sorry, just keep trying for me. I’m going to take my clothes off and put myself right back here between your soft thighs. Do you trust me not to enter your body without your permission?”
It takes a few moments, but finally, she nods.
I quickly shift off the bed and strip out of my clothes, leaving them in a pile on the floor. She twitches like she wants to close her legs as I maneuver back between them. I’m already hard again just from looking at her and tasting her arousal on her fingers.
I lie on top of her, bracing my weight onto my forearms so I don’t crush her chest. “How do you feel?”
She nods once. “I think okay.”
My cock is flush with her pussy, and it would only take the barest of movement to slide into her wet heat. But I won’t do it. Not if it means crushing the little bit of trust I’ve gained over the past couple of months.
“I’m going to keep touching you, all right? But again, I won’t push inside you. Nod so I know you understand me.”
She does, watching me closely, waiting for every twitch.
I start slowly, leaning in to gently brush my lips with her own. It’s easy to kiss her. She’s so yielding and soft. Every little whimper she makes for more drives me wild. I deepen the kiss until she touches her tongue to the seam of my mouth for more. Then I give her everything, letting her wind her arms around my neck as I tease her tongue with mine. When I lift my mouth away from hers, she’s breathing faster, and her eyes are glazed. This is the way I want my wife, sweet and ready for me to take her. Not scared and ready to bolt.
“What else shall we do?”
The panic enters her eyes again, and I keep my growl of frustration inside. “I told you I won’t hurt you, Angel, and I’ll keep saying it until you believe it.”
She nods again, this time faster as if trying to appease me. I tilt to the side and kiss a trail down her neck. Every inch from her ears to her nipples is so sensitive, and she reacts to the lightest of touches. I alternate kisses, licks, and nibble from her collarbone down to the tops of her breasts. She’s panting again and lifting her hips toward me in invitation. If I were a weaker man, I’d take her up on it.
I lean down so I can line my mouth up with her earlobe, then I take a second to enjoy her squirm while I bite down on it. “I want to slide inside you so badly right now. Relax, Angel, I won’t do it. This is fantasy. Play with me.”
She wraps her arms around my waist, and I love the way her nails feel running down my back.
“Imagine it, think about it…how much pleasure I give you with my tongue. You writhe against my mouth, your fingers tangling with my hair. If I pushed into your wet little channel, I’d make you come in a few short pumps. It’s nothing like you’ve ever felt before.”
She whimpers, and I ease my hips forward the tiniest bit so the head of my dick slides across her clit.
Her gasp is enough to bolster me to keep going. “Once I’m inside you, I’ll take my time, pulling in and out of you to make you so wet it’s dripping out of you down my shaft. I want you soaked for me.”
I close my eyes to gain some control over myself. She’s not the only one who’s turned on right now. It would take seconds to ruin what I’ve built, and I don’t make mistakes.
“What else?” she tentatively whispers. My heart lurches in my chest at her tiny question. Maybe, maybe we can get through this and start our family together.
“Are you aware of how imaginative people are? There are so many positions I want to take you in. I can see your hips in the air, those glorious curls spilled all over the sheets while I pump into your ass.”
Her entire body jolts beneath me so hard it makes me pause and meet her eyes. “Okay, Angel?”
She nods again, frantically now. Something tells me that declaration didn’t scare her. It excited her. “Do you like your ass played with? I’ll have to remember that. When I’m inside you, I can stick my finger or a toy up there and see if you enjoy it.”
That earns me another whimper, so I gently ease my hips forward again to slide through the wetness already coating me.
“I’m not done with you yet, though. I want to fuck your mouth so badly. Put my hands in your hair and watch you swallow me down greedily.” I have to stop and breathe after that one, my body rigid, my cock so hard it aches.