When my human climbs onto my back, intense pleasure seeps over my muscles, my skin, and right down to my bones.
It’s not sexual pleasure. It’s a feeling of profound belonging, as though every piece of me is in the right place.
Because now, I’ve got my human to complete me.
She buries her hands in my fur, wrapping her legs around me, holding on tightly.
As if I’d ever let her fall.
As I walk forward, I balance myself, shifting so that she’s never in a dangerous position. All my wolfish instincts are aimed toward this one goal, to keep her safe above all costs.
There would be hell to pay if anybody tried to hurt her now.
I stalk beneath the trees, suddenly alight with scents and sounds and brightness, more vivid with detail than it could ever have been before. And that’s even with the haziness of the wolf-vision. The scents are mostly what guide me, my heavy paws crunching the underbrush.
“Where are we going?” she asks.
Nowhere. We’re just together. Just us. Me and you.
“I don’t care anyway,” she says, as though reading my mind.
That same euphoria drifts through me, into my heart, my wolf’s howling soul.
“This is enough. Just you and me. I knew you’d never hurt me.”
As if Icouldhurt her.
The thought seems absurd now, with my bones so strong, my mind soclear. I’m sharper than I’ve ever been.
The control over my scent, my movements, and my impulses intensify. It all feels so clear with my human there to bolster me.
“Do you know what happened?”
No.
I softly growl as I push aside branches with my nose, my claws sinking into the deep rich earth.
“You changed with joy or reached a monk-like state is Liam said. Do you remember that?”
My body surges and my pulse is pumping quicker. I experienced thetruechange-joy, the one which I never even dreamed I could.
It takes years of mastery, of training, and yet....
She giggles as I pick up the pace, bouncing softly, always mindful of her position. But she doesn’t feel or sound or smell scared.
My woman.
She’s the one who made it possible, who did this to me. I remember trying to keep the wolf at bay before the change, but then I was here, how I am now.
Completely at peace. Ready for anything, for our future.
I can finally inhale her scent freely, letting it fill me up without fear. The sex is for when I’m the man, but I was foolishly allowing that instinct to drive me because my mind was too flooded with the wolf.
I didn’t know what I was thinking.
But now I do.
This is what we are, my human and me. She is the balm that soothes all of me. She is the strength when I’m weak.