The street fighter waves me down and asks for another. I’m not sure if he means to do this or not, but he flashes the Benjamins he told me about. He throws a hundred down and tells me to keep the change. I don’t know how long I stare at it nestled between my fingertips. It has me completely mesmerized. I know there is a lot of things I could do for extra money, but I’m intrigued by this.
“Can you tell me more about this gig?”
He does. He fills me in on everything and sends a text to a five-digit number. He shows me his phone.
Trial fight, 3 a.m. Five for win. 1k for a knockout. You escort.
“You in?” he asks.
Without no hesitation, I nod. “Hell yeah, I’m in.”
Nine
Thea
When we were younger,my mom would always have these sayings she’d use in a bid to encourage us to be good kids. Whether it was telling Jude that sitting too close to the television will ruin his eyesight or telling me if I swallowed gum it would stay in my stomach for seven years; she’d always come up with these tales. As kids, we believed her. Why wouldn’t we? When you’re six and eight-years old, you believe anything your parents tell you. Some of these were age-old sayings passed down through generations and didn’t really make sense. Some of them, I’m sure she made up. One in particular sticks in my mind now. On very cold snowy days, I used to love coming home from school and having super hot baths. The steam billowed so much, there was condensation running down the window and I couldn’t see my reflection in the mirror. She always used to tell me you can’t put the Sahara Desert in the Arctic Ocean as one will outlive the other. I guess it was her way of saying having a boiling-hot bath straight after coming inside on a freezing-cold day wasn’t good for me because I’d either remain cold, or my body would overheat. I never really understood it and I’m certain it’s one analogy she definitely made up. As far as I was concerned, as long as the bath warmed me up, everything was fine. Still, I’d always promise that next time, I’d make sure the water was cooler.
I think of the saying now and can’t help but apply it to Kyler. He’s a perfect example of the Sahara and the Arctic. Hot one minute, being social, having fun, actually talking to people at parties; and cold the next, closed off, scowling, one-word answers and sloping off suddenly. I find myself wondering what would happen if he were to mix the two, which side of him would outlive the other. Of course, the other analogy would be to say he was the master of giving people whiplash, but Kyler is far more complex. There are layers to him he’s holding on to closely, not wanting anyone to peel them back and see. There’s a vulnerability to him which I’m certain I caught a glimpse of the other night. But most of all he has an easily triggered fight or flight instinct. If he doesn’t like the way a situation is progressing, he shuts it down. It’s the only conclusion I have for him leaving the street hockey game so suddenly yesterday. We were all having a good time, getting along, and enjoying ourselves. But, as soon as the suggestion was made to carry on the party with a barbeque, he was out of there like his feet were on fire. Maybe I’m overthinking it and he’s just unsociable. Either way, I need to stop thinking about it and him. I’m not a psych student and there is no way I’m going to be able to figure him out. Kyler Rose is clearly taking up way too much of my time and it needs to stop.
Looking at my phone, I see it’s just about to turn five-thirty a.m. It’s still dark outside but I need to clear my head and an early morning run will do just the trick. I quickly change into some leggings, a sports bra with a cami over the top, and put my sneakers on before slowly walking down the stairs. I’m pretty sure I can run a few blocks and be back before the others are awake. We have plans to do a big grocery shop today before going to the movie theater to catch the latest release.
I grab my water bottle and fill it up, quickly eat a granola bar, and head toward the front door, only to stop in my tracks when I see a figure, dressed all in black with their hood up, supporting themselves against the door jamb. Kyler.
“Shit, what the hell, Kyler? Did you just get back?” I ask him and it’s only as I get closer, I realize wherever he’s been, he’s clearly had a rough night. There’s a fresh cut above his eyebrow and his eye is starting to bruise. He also has a cut on his lip, his nose looks like it’s been punched a few times, and his arm is wrapped gingerly around his torso.
“What the hell happened?” I ask again, but he shakes his head.
“I’m fine, Thea,” he says, avoiding my question. His voice is raspy either from misuse or because he’s holding back due to being in a lot of pain.
“You don’t look fine. You look as if you’re about to pass out. Let’s get you sitting down,” I tell him as I reach for his arm. He moves back slightly so he’s out of my reach, but quickly realizes without the support of the door, he’ll likely fall over. I try again and this time he lets me grab a hold of him. We walk slowly over to the dining room table in the corner of the kitchen, and I help him sit down on one of the chairs.
“Here, have this,” I say as I hold out my water bottle to him. He raises his eyebrow dubiously, no doubt wondering if it’s one of the weird protein shakes I’ve been known to keep in one of the cupboards.
“It’s water,” I reassure him. He reaches for the bottle and takes two long gulps before placing it on the table.
“Your eyebrow is bleeding.” My voice is barely a whisper. Slowly, I reach out to stop the trickle of red liquid slowly making its way down the side of his face. He quickly grabs my arm, stopping me from making contact.
“Don’t . . .” he starts to say, before pausing so he can gulp down a steadying breath. “Sorry, I mean, it’s a little sore.”
“It looks it.” I pause a beat before continuing. “Stay there, I think Jude has a first aid kit somewhere.” I move toward the cupboards under the sink and look for the green box I’m certain I’ve seen before. One thing about living with hockey players, there’s always a small stash of medical supplies to clean up the odd cut or fat lip which has been picked up on the ice. I find the box and pick it up, together with a bowl of water and some paper towels and move back to the table.
“You don’t have to patch me up, Thea. I can take care of it myself,” Kyler quietly tells me. His voice is laced with distress and a forced swallow works down his throat from the obvious pain he’s in.
“I’m sure you can, Ky, but please, let me do this? If only so I can put the first-aid training I learned in high school to good use,” I say, trying to lighten the mood. There’s a hint of a small smile on Kyler’s lips and I take it as a victory. After a moment’s hesitation he nods once.
“Okay, Nurse Thea, do your thing.”
I stand in front of him and take a cotton ball from the kit. After dipping it in the bowl of water I gently dab it on his eyebrow and clean up the blood now starting to coagulate. Kyler closes his eyes, to allow me better access and the hard set of his jaw indicates he’s biting back the sting of the water washing the wound. I repeat this a few times until I’m certain it is completely clean. There is a defined cut which I’m sure will leave a beautiful scar across his brow once healed, adding to the bad boy persona he seems to like so much.
“Looks like there might be a scar,” I murmur as I dab a small amount of Neosporin on the cut to keep it moist and prevent any infection.
“I hear girls like those,” he replies in a whisper.
I ignore his comment and move to the cut on his lip, cleaning it up in the same way I did his eyebrow. Kyler places one hand on my hip, his fingers digging into me. He pulls me closer, so I’m standing between his legs. I pause my ministrations and move my focus upward. His eyes—a light meadow-green with golden brown flecks—are following my every move, slowly drifting up from the cotton ball in my hand, up my arm, across my neck to my face. They trace every inch of me, and it’s like little pinpricks on my skin. His intense stare blazes over me with an unexpected ferociousness—it’s as if my body has suddenly come alive with each searing glance he graces me with. It’s a feeling I’ve never experienced before—insanely intimate, yet strangely exposing—and I find myself on high alert and begging for more attention. The moment is charged with static energy, and the hairs on the back of my neck are standing on end, ready to shock the next person to make contact with me. Kyler reaches up and gently tucks a wayward strand of hair behind my ear before slowly moving his hand away, lightly tracing my neck as he does. My skin ignites at his touch, leaving a frenzy of sensations in its wake. I quickly think back to my mom’s analogy—he is the Sahara and I’m the Arctic and one of us will outlive the other.
“Thea,” Kyler whispers reverently, closing his eyes once more, as if he’s committing the moment to memory. He inhales deeply and when he opens his eyes again, I can see they’ve dimmed slightly as the pain of his injuries takes over. He hisses out a breath as he clutches his side and I step back a little.
“Can you lift up your shirt?” I ask him and he does so without question. There are red marks on his ribs, and it doesn’t take a genius to work out that whatever happened, it’s caused some kind of injury. At best it’s some bruising; at worst a cracked rib. I gingerly press the skin and he hisses again, this time more sharply.