Playing her like an instrument, I push her over the edge in record time.
Her lip quivers and even with the fabric in her mouth, the sweet sound of her coming is still audible.
“That’s it, come for me, Camilla.”
Her eyes snap open and hold mine, as her pleasure peaks in waves. I watch her, knowing that quitting the sensation she gives me is impossible. Addiction is a real problem and Camilla is mine.
24
CAMILLA
“Can you believe it’s spring break already?” Nat asks as she shoves the last of her pizza into her mouth.
I shake my head. “No, this last year is flying by.” And I know the reason is my secret affair with Gavril. It’s hard to believe that four weeks have gone by since he got possessive with me at the hockey game and punished me in the bathroom like a feral animal. They have flown by as we spiraled deeper and deeper into our twisted games with one another.
When he thrust that gun inside of me in his office five days ago, I thought I was going to die of fright. After a while, I relaxed and then he thrust it in my ass and fucked me. Somehow, I enjoyed it. As sick as that is to admit, I enjoyed the power I gave to him. The trust I had to give him, believing he wouldn’t hurt me, that no matter what, he’d ensure I walked out of that office alive and not with my guts blown out by the gun.
It should have made me angry and want nothing to do with him anymore, but it drove me deeper into his web.
Eva clears her throat. “What are everyone’s plans?”
Nat smiles. “Elias is coming to stay with us for the break. I’m going to show him Boston.”
Adrianna sighs. “Lucky you’re going to have a good time. I hate going home.”
“Then why go home?” Eva asks.
She raises a brow. “What do you mean?”
“Well, there’s no rule about having to go home for Spring Break. You could stay here.”
Adrianna’s lips purse as she regards me thoughtfully. “I never really considered staying.”
“It’s not like you’d be alone. We can go shopping in town and have fun.”
Adrianna’s eyes narrow. “I think you’ll be pretty preoccupied with your husband, don’t you?”
She shakes her head. “The first week he has to go to a convention in Alaska. The cold weather doesn’t agree with me, so I decided not to join him.”
Adrianna thinks for a second and then nods. “Fuck it, I’m not going home. I doubt my family will even notice, to be honest.”
Eva smiles. “We’re going to have so much fun.”
“What about you, Camilla?”
I shrug. “Well, I love going home and my family. No doubt I’ll just be hanging out and shopping with my sister.”
“You’re so lucky to have a sister you like,” Adrianna says, running fingers through her dark hair. “My sister is the biggest bitch you could ever meet.”
Eva sighs. “You are lucky to have siblings at all.”
Adrianna gasps. “Oh God, I’m sorry I’m bitching about my sister and your brother died. That’s so inconsiderate of me.”
Eva shakes her head. “Don’t worry about it. I’m just saying it’s important to value what you have before it’s gone. The only family I miss is my brother.”
“I can’t imagine disliking any of my siblings. We’re all so close to each other.” I shrug. “I guess it’s easy to take that for granted.”
“Don’t get me wrong, I love my sister and we were friends as we grew up, but she’s become competitive and bitchy as we got older.” Adrianna sighs heavily. “My brother and I have always been close, but he’s always so busy with the cartel.”