“I’d rather not.” I need to shut this down before it gets out of control.
“Fine, why don’t you tell me more about the woman or man you met?”
I glare at her. “Woman.” I know I’ve experimented before, and it’s come up, but I generally go for women, which she knows.
She shrugs. “I didn’t wish to presume.”
“I’d rather not to be honest.” I glance at my watch. “Oh, look at the time. Isn’t that session over?”
“Gavril, I have to report back to Oak whether I feel you are sound of mind.”
I cross my arms over my chest. “Well, I’m not about to murder the entire school, am I?”
“How am I supposed to know when you won’t talk to me?”
“Fine, she’s great. Alright?”
“In what way?”
“She is perfectly in tune with my sexual tastes.” I pause. “You know about those.”
Jane’s cheeks redden. “Yes, you explained them before.”
I nod. “And you judged me just like most people do, but this woman.” I shake my head. “She doesn’t judge me. In fact, she has the same tastes.”
Jane scribbles more down. “Do you feel that makes you feel more stable mentally?”
“It makes me feel less alone in this world.”
“Good,” she says, nodding. “That’s a positive thing.”
“I guess it is.” It is the truth. Camilla makes me feel like less of a freak. Or like we can both be freaks together. A girl who isn’t scared of monsters, but can she find the human that once existed inside?
Humanity isn’t a part of my makeup anymore, so that’s why I know I can’t give her what she wants. I can’t be the man she needs because there’s barely any man left inside of me. I’m all beast.
* * *
Camilla approachesme in the corridor, which is gutsy. She’s been getting more and more forward since I fucked her in the bathroom at the hockey match.
“What are you doing now?” She asks.
I glance at my watch. “I’ve got a staff meeting in twenty minutes.”
She looks disappointed by that. “Oh.”
“Which means I have time to devour you.”
Her eyes light up. “Are you sure?”
“Positive. Now get your sexy ass into my office now.”
Her brow arches. “Office?”
I nod. “Yes.”
She spins around and heads toward my office. I can practically feel the excitement reverberating through the air from her, and it’s sexy as hell.
She leans against the wall next to the door to my office, waiting for me to unlock it. I glance around the corridor to ensure no one is around, as at this rate, people are going to notice me constantly spending time with her.