I shudder, as his praise has a way of erasing all the bad from my memories. It’s ridiculous and yet true. Maybe it’s because I’m a horny teenager flooded with hormones I can’t control, or perhaps it’s because there’s something satisfying about having this man so desperate for me. A man who had always treated me like shit. A man I believed hated me, but this doesn’t feel like hate. It feels like passion and desire and something else entirely.
“Look at me,” he orders.
I glance at him over my shoulder and before I can register what is happening, his lips are moving over mine. His tongue delves inside of my mouth, caressing my own with sensuous strokes.
I moan, arching my back as he continues to fuck and kiss me at the same time.
Elias sinks his teeth into my lip before sucking on the sore flesh. “You drive me crazy,” he breathes.
I feel my stomach flip. “Elias,” I moan his name as his tempo becomes more frantic. “Please.”
He spanks my ass cheeks in quick succession and then grabs my hips, slamming into me with more force. “Fuck, nena, you make me so fucking hard.”
I groan, the intensity of the need between my thighs becoming almost painful as I hold on to the last thread of control I have.
“I need to come,” I whine, forgetting about keeping my voice down.
“Come for me, Natalya. I want to feel that tight cunt squeezing my cock so hard I can’t help but shoot every drop of cum deep inside of you.”
I moan, the dirty words sending me over the edge as I let go. My body shudders against his as he continues his savage rhythm, rocking into me hard and fast.
“Fuck,” I cry, my body so tightly strung it feels like I’m floating on air.
He growls behind me, sounding beast like as he comes apart, clawing at my hips so hard I know he’ll leave bruises.
And yet I don’t care. In fact, I want him to. I want him to leave his mark on my body so I can remember this moment, as insane as that may be.
The last thing I should want is to have any reminder of Elias Morales on my body, but it’s like deep down I’ve known this is where our twisted, fucked up dynamic was always going to end up.
Elias unleashes his cum deep inside of me, and for the second time I can’t believe he’s cum in me. No protection.
It’s foolish and reckless, and for some sick reason, I love it. I love the fact that he’d risk getting me pregnant because he wants me that badly.
His lips move against my neck and he sucks on the flesh, panting softly. “That was heaven, nena.”
“What does nena mean?” I ask.
His lips curve against the skin at my neck. “It means baby girl.”
My body heats and I groan as I feel his still semi-hard cock pulse inside of me. “Elias, did you really come all this way here just because you needed to fuck me?” I ask, glancing at him over my shoulder.
His eyes shutter at that and his jaw clenches as he shakes his head. “I told you, Gurin.” He pulls his cock out of me. “I’m here to make sure you’re sticking to the rules.”
I swallow hard as he shoves his cock back into his pants and releases his grip on me. I pull my panties and pants back up as his cum drips down my inner thighs, turning to face him. “That doesn’t make sense.” I set my hands on my hips. “You’re the one not sticking to the rules by blackmailing Mikhail.”
He shakes his head. “You spoke with him and he’s confirmed he’s called off the engagement, correct?”
I nod in response, anger bubbling away in my gut at the sudden change in him. One minute he can hardly keep his hands off me, the next he’s cold and distant.
“Good, then my work here is done.” He looks me in the eye, only briefly. “Have a good Christmas, Gurin. I’ll see you back at the academy.” With that, he unlocks the bathroom door and marches out of the ladies’ room, leaving me feeling empty and dejected.
Elias Morales has something over me I’ll never understand, and now that we’ve crossed the line, I know that the more he plays with me, the deeper he sinks his claws in. That painful feeling forming on the walls of my throat and clawing at my chest are warning signs. If I don’t watch it, Elias will finally get what he’s always wanted. He’ll break me and leave me a fragment of the girl I once was.
19
ELIAS
Uncle Hernandez ushers me into his office, eyes narrowing.