“Yes, who? Say it, Pia.”
“Daddy,” I moan, my entire body trembling as the word echoes around the room.
Gavin takes my lips in a searing kiss, licking into my mouth and taking control. I’m completely at his mercy as he fucks me with his tongue and huge cock. I love being taken by him, filled by him, ruined by him.
He growls into my mouth, the sound almost painful. “Fucking hell, I’m gonna come. I’m gonna come so damn hard—”
I cut him off with a scream as I splinter apart. I wrap my legs around his torso, locking my ankles behind his back. I cling to him as every nerve ending vibrates with deliciously sharp pleasure.
I feel him swell up inside of me, stretching me impossibly wider. He roars his release, his bulging muscles tensing and releasing as he fills me up with his cum. Our combined orgasm stretches on for long moments as we hold each other close.
Eventually, Gavin rolls over, draping me across his chest. “What are you thinking?” he whispers, kissing the top of my head. “Are you okay?”
The panicked edge to his voice has me popping my head up from his chest. I kiss his chin and give him a dazed smile.
“I’m amazing,” I tell him, the words coming out slightly slurred.
Gavin chuckles, his deep, rich timbre settling in my bones and relaxing every muscle in my body. “Yes, you truly are,” he murmurs, stroking a hand up and down my back.
After a few blissful moments, Gavin pulls the blankets over us before tucking me back into his side. He whispers sweet words to me as we drift in and out of sleep.
I’m not sure how long we’ve been wrapped up in each other’s arms, but Gavin’s steady breaths let me know he’s sound asleep. I want to stay curled up with this sexy, cuddly teddy bear for the rest of my life, but I need to face reality sooner rather than later.
Gavin lives in LA. I’m a nomad. He’s clearly wealthy, whereas I perform shows twice a day just so I can have a place to sleep and food in my stomach. Expendable income? What’s that?
Then there’s the fact that he’s freaking perfect. Seriously, he’s kind, understanding, hot as hell, and incredible in bed. I’m… me. How long will it take for him to realize he’s way out of my league and could do so much better?
I turn onto my side, facing away from Gavin. My heart thuds heavily in my chest as tears threaten to break free. This was just supposed to be one night of fun. I didn’t plan on losing my v-card, but I don’t regret it. Gavin was perfect, gentle when I needed it, and ravenous when I needed that, too.
But that’s all this can be. He told me he wanted to keep me last night, but how much of that was just said in the heat of the moment? And then there’s the whole daddy thing…
A shiver runs down my spine at our taboo play, though it wasn’t really a game for me. I long for his protective hold, the way he takes control and yet empowers me to speak my truth. I don’t just want to call him daddy. I want everything that comes with that title, even if I don’t know what that means yet.
But it’d be crazy to think he wants that too. It was probably just fun for him, and I’d be making a fool out of myself for trying to drag this out any longer.
I know what I need to do, but my body protests every step of the way. Carefully sliding out of bed, I locate my shirt and bra, gathering them up before looking at Gavin over my shoulder. He rolls over, reaching to my side of the bed. I panic, shoving the pillow I was using into his arms.
Gavin holds it against his chest and my heart twinges with pain. He’s so freaking sweet, wanting to cuddle in the middle of the night. Too bad I’ll be long gone before he realizes he’s clinging to a pillow. It has to be this way, however.
It has to, I tell myself more sternly.
Before I can second-guess myself and crawl back into bed, I turn toward the door and tiptoe out. With a heavy heart, I find my pants and panties, stopping in the bathroom to do a quick clean-up and throw my clothes on.
I see a pad of paper and a pen on the side table and consider leaving a note. What would I say to the man who changed my life forever? What words could possibly sum up everything I feel for him?
Shoving my feet into my shoes, I silently open the door and step out into the hallway, slumping against the wall once the door is closed. I take a few deep breaths, then push off the wall, heading to the lobby of the hotel where I wait for the Uber I just ordered.
Climbing into the back of the car, I give the hotel one last look before turning away. I already miss Gavin with every cell in my body.
SEVEN
Gavin
I wakeup surrounded by Pia’s scent, and I smile before I even open my eyes to check on her. God, last night was everything. Tasting her sweetness, lapping up her release, then sinking inside her tight little pussy… Jesus, if I wasn’t already obsessed with her, that would have done it.
Images of her smooth skin and supple body flash across my mind, and I focus on the curve of her waist, her hips as she rocks up and down, writhing on top of me like the goddess she is. Fuck, I’m hard as a goddamn fence post just thinking about it.
I’m already looking forward to waking up like this every day for the rest of my life as I roll onto my side and blink my eyes open.