“Hormones or chemicals or whatever in our cum?” Ryan added. “It helps that process.”
“We rub it into your skin.” Haze grinned when my back hit the shower cubicle wall. “We push it into your pussy. Rub it into your tits, let you swallow it when you’re ready. You’ll know where you need it, but first, we need you out of these clothes.”
“How will I know?” I asked, batting his hands away when he went to undo my pants. “I can tell you comprehensively I’ve never woken up and thought, ‘fuck, wouldn’t it be awesome to become a walking bukkake for the guys I grew up with?’”
But then I let out a hiss of pain.
“You might not know, because no other man has done that for you,” Haze replied, staring at me intensely then, as if daring me to contradict him. “And no other alpha has ever touched you.”
“Nor will,” Ryan said with a growl. The two of them settled in against me, pressing their hard bodies against mine. “You belong to us, and it’s up to us to show you how it can be. That takes trust, and you might not be there right now.”
“Shut up, Ryan,” Haze snapped.
“No, he’s right,” I said, and Ryan nodded slowly in response. “I…have trouble letting people take control.”
“We can help with that.” Haze’s voice was dark and sinuous, like a snake in the tree, offering me an apple that would be so sweet to eat. “An alpha’s power to command isn’t just something to be used judiciously in the running of the community. Primarily, it’s for just this.”
Ryan’s eyes sought mine, his fingertips brushing across the slice of stomach revealed by my open blouse.
“You’re being bombarded with foreign sensations,” Ryan said. “Your body is changing, and that’s frightening. We can help you, but you don’t know whether you should let us. Give us control, just for here and now. Let us show you how it can be. We can’t stop you from speaking, responding, or reacting. If you hate what’s going on, just say so and everything will stop.”
My heart was thudding fast in my chest, and I wondered if they had any idea what they were asking. I was the master of my own destiny. I made all the decisions in my life, and right now, he just wanted me to hand that over?
“Just for an hour, half an hour, or ten minutes, if that’s all you can tolerate. We’ll look after you the whole time until you don’t want that anymore. Just let us look after you, Riley. You’re our girl, and we can’t stand to see you in pain.”
As if to remind me of that, a sharp stab sliced through my body, taking my breath away.
“Just until I say stop?” I asked between pants.
“Just until you say stop,” Ryan agreed.
I nodded then, unable to bring myself to say the words, and the two of them, they made low sounds of appreciation in response.
“I’m gonna need you to strip down now, love.” Ryan’s voice felt like a rope now, thrown out to me as I thrashed around in a rocky sea. “We love it when you reveal yourself to us.”
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” Haze rumbled. “Show us everything we’ve been dreaming about.”
At that, my fingers moved without conscious thought, unbuttoning the rest of my shirt and pushing it off my body, letting it fall to the floor.
“That’s it. You’re doing so well,” Ryan said.
I reached behind and undid my bra strap, the garment falling free almost immediately, and my breasts throbbed in response. This bra seemed better for the way my body was right now, yet still my torso protested at being bound up in it. And now? I felt every slight brush of air against my swollen flesh, my nipples tightening so painfully, I began to stiffen.
“Shh…” Haze’s mouth was at my ear, his hands covering my breasts, just cupping them, which turned the pain into something so much better. “That’s it,” he said as my head rolled back, resting on his shoulder. “Such a good girl. You gonna let Ryan do the rest? You’ve already done so much. Let him take over.”
I just nodded now, feeling like a soft haze had settled over me, partly because touching them removed all pain, partly because my body felt heavy and useless and he was so much better at this than me.
“Look at you, beautiful girl,” Ryan said, his fingers undoing my pants button before he dragged the garment down my legs, then staring up at me as he pulled them off over my feet. His fingers then went to my underwear, hooking into the sides but not yet pulling them down. He just stared, making me start to shift restlessly. All that intense connection we’d shared as teens was still there, but it was so much more now. He moved forward, slowly, then pressed a single kiss to my hip before peeling my underwear away.
“Now there’s nothing between you and us,” Haze said, moving in closer, grinding his naked body against mine, making me gasp at how hard he felt. “Just the way it should be.” His hands swept over my breasts, the palms abrading my sensitive nipples, and that just started my clit throbbing. “We need to give you our cum, Riley. It’s what’s gonna help you, but there’s no reason why this needful application can’t be a pleasant thing for everyone.”
He nipped at my ear now, chuckled when I jolted in response, then soothed the bite with a lick of his tongue.
“You’re scared, wound tight, not sure of what’s to come, but any good scientist understands that knowledge comes from going out into the field and doing hands-on research. Get down on your knees, Riley.”
“Haze, we shouldn’t—”
Ryan’s voice was a growl of warning, but it was choked off as I found myself obediently dropping down. The tiles were cold on my knees. They were so tall, and now I was entirely dwarfed by them. My world was narrowed down to just them.