My fingers tightened on their own at his admission. “You touched me.”
“No, Win. No, I haven’t. Not the way we both know I want to touch you.”
My heart rate sped up at the way his voice deepened. “I wanted you, too, Sawyer. As selfish as that probably makes me, it’s the truth. I went from never having sex to two men not being enough because I wasn’t having it with you, too.”
“Do you have any clue what it does to me when you say my name? Your voice gets a little breathier when you say it. It fills my head with thoughts that would make you blush for days, Win.” Sawyer’s body felt like it expanded and grew hotter. “And you just made my fucking year. As long as you want me and miss me when I’m not there, I’m good with Jack and Beck having you, too.”
I moved my hand higher up his thigh and ran into the thickness of his erection. I licked my lips as he grunted and made a decision that I was going to wring every ounce of experience and pleasure out of my time with them that I could. I wanted to be a little wild in a situation where I would never be judged. Given what we were already doing, it wasn’t like any of my ideas seemed too far or too crazy.
Unbuckling my seatbelt, I turned to face Sawyer as I used both hands to unbutton his pants. “I did miss you.”
He narrowed his eyes at me. “Put your seatbelt back on, Winnie. I can wait.”
I unsnapped the button and pulled the zipper down as I smiled at him. “Maybe I can’t.”
His words caught in his throat when I reached into his pants and palmed his shaft. Even as I pushed his pants down enough to free him, he tried to worry about my safety first. “On the highway, Win. Seatbelt on, now. Wreck.”
I stroked his length, feeling like a temptress as I ignored his directions. I moved onto my knees and lowered my head until it was almost in his lap. The steering wheel brushed the back of my head, but I was focused and didn’t care. “Just drive carefully, Sawyer.”
He growled, but when I ran my tongue over his tip and then sucked the head of his length into my mouth, it turned into a shouted curse. His hand went to the back of my head and grabbed a handful of my hair, pulling hard to lift my mouth from his length. “Fucking hell, Win. You’ve got a mouth like a fucking vacuum.”
I moaned around him and continued to suck his head and lap at it like it was the best sucker ever. My body hummed with energy and excitement over what I was doing. I’d never been so bold. Taking charge and being adventurous agreed with me, I decided.
Sawyer swore again and then shifted his hips to widen them, giving me more space. His grip changed, and instead of trying to be safe and pull me away, he gave in. Pushing my head lower, he groaned as I gagged lightly. “You can take me deeper than that, little kitten. Since you don’t listen very well, you can show me other things that you excel at. Unfortunately for you, I’ve seen you take a cock down your throat beautifully, and I know what you’re capable of.”
My entire body lit on fire with need at the way his control snapped and reformed as something darker. I wanted to prove to him how good I could be, so I forced down my gag reflex and stretched my mouth wide to take him deep. I sucked hard and swallowed while his tip pushed against the back of my throat. I licked every inch of him. I let him use my hair to take my mouth just the way he wanted, and then I tried to make it even better. I wanted him to break for me, and I’d never known that feeling before. Sex had never been this silent battle for control that I wasn’t sure if I wanted to win or lose. It was new and exciting.
Sawyer’s hard-fought battle to remain calm broke when I moaned around his length while twisting so I could look up at him and meet his eyes. He growled out my name through gritted teeth and tried to pull my head off of him, but I could feel him tightening and readying. I took him deeper into my mouth and swallowed hard just as he jerked and the first spray of his come filled my mouth.
I took every bit of his pleasure and licked him clean before sitting up and looking around, even as I rubbed my thighs together, searching for some sort of release. I giggled when I saw that we’d passed my house. “Oops. My house is a couple of miles back.”
Sawyer gripped my thigh tightly and tried to level out his breathing before speaking. “Don’t look so proud of yourself, Win. I think we’ll find a suitable way to teach you not to risk your life. No matter how fucking good that was.”
I tried to hide my smile, but I knew he saw it by the growl he released. I giggled again and pointed out a road that he could use to loop us back around to my house. I’d never been spoken to in the way that Sawyer was speaking to me, with the promise of a punishment, but it did nothing to put out the fire raging inside me. If anything, I was more intrigued and turned on.
“Spread your legs, Win. I want to hold this pussy until we park.”
Looking up at him, I wasn’t sure about it until I saw the challenge in his eyes. It was harder to be touched when I wasn’t sure what he might feel. Sitting down was never a great way to show my goods, but Sawyer didn’t look like he would mind rubbing against my thick thighs if it meant he got what he wanted.
When I did as he said, he stroked my thighs and squeezed them before cupping my core. My gasp of pleasure earned a growl from him as he rubbed my panties against the seam of my lower lips. “Sawyer…”
“Tell me where you live, little kitten. We need to get you inside and out of these clothes right fucking now.”
33
Beck
“Isweartoeverythingon this planet, if he doesn’t find her house fucking soon, I’m going to murder him.” Jack glared at the taillights on Winnie’s truck, just as ready as I was to get out and get our hands on Winnie.
When Sawyer turned off on a side road, my dick hardened even more knowing we were getting closer. We’d just had to drive behind his slow ass while the headlights of the oncoming traffic gave us a pretty intense show of Winnie’s ass wiggling around while she sucked his dick. I couldn’t blame him for driving like somebody’s dead uncle, not when he was receiving what I knew was a world-class blow job, but I still shared Jack’s sentiment of wanting to kill him.
“Dangerous. He knows better. He’s a fucking doctor. Could’ve gotten her killed in that rust bucket on wheels.” Jack tapped his fingers on his thigh and his foot on the floorboard. “If I didn’t understand what Win can do to a man’s self-control, I’d punch his lights out as soon as we stop.”
“You telling me you wouldn’t have let her give you road head? You’re suddenly Mister Safety?”
“Shut up.”
I laughed but cut myself off when Sawyer took another turn and pulled into the driveway of a house that was massive for just Winnie and Birdie. Then again, maybe Winnie needed that much square footage just to hide from her child. I knew what she was making, though, and it wasn’t enough to cover a house that size—not unless her ex was still paying some of the bills. I hadn’t gotten that impression from her, though.