Chapter One
Shasta
(Present Day)
“Geez, Shasta, what the hell is going on?” Ramona questioned, holding her door open just enough for me to slide through. Ramona was one of the only women in the club that got her own room. Most of the sweet butts had to share a room or were found slipping in and out of member’s beds. But Ramona was different. She liked to keep to herself, and the club allowed her to wall up in the one-bedroom apartment that was attached to the club’s garage.
“A huge mess,” I exclaimed, breathing out a frustrated breath. “Can I stay with you for a while?”
She smiled. “Sure, but I don’t have much room.”
“Thank you. And I don’t need much room. I can sleep on the couch.” I motioned to the old seventies style couch she had in her living room. It was a weird tan/orange color and had a flowered pattern on it.
“I’ll get you some blankets and a pillow.” She disappeared from the room and appeared a few minutes later with everything I’d need to sleep on her couch.
She took a seat in the big armchair across from it and folded her hands in her lap. “So, what happened?”
“Sabbath lost his shit in front of the club. He was pissed off at me because I found out that Nina was pregnant with his kid.”
She didn’t look surprised, and I wasn’t sure what hurt more, the fact that everyone in the club knew about it, or that my best friend didn’t even bother to tell me.
“I just found out this morning,” she said, frowning. “In case you were wondering. I had planned to tell you later today, but never saw you.”
I nodded. “It’s okay. Today’s just been one crazy shitstorm. Hell, the past few weeks have been. Ever since I found out that Sabbath’s been fucking everything with a pussy… no offence…”
She held up her hands. “None taken.”
“Ever since then, life’s been fucking insane. First, I find out Sabbath’s been skating around on me, then I end up fucking Snyder…”
“What the hell did you just say?” Her eyes widened.
“Only to be found by Clash and blackmailed into a threesome.” I couldn’t hold back the slight smirk that came after my last statement. I had to admit, being with both of them was just fucking hot.
Her jaw dropped. “Hold up. Let me process all this. So, you’re saying that you fucked Sabbath’s VP, only to be found by his Sgt. At Arms, and that led to a threesome?”
I let out a frustrated breath. “It’s been a crazy few weeks.”
“Wow. I’m flabbergasted. I literally can’t comprehend that you actually went through with it. When I told you to fuck your way through Sabbath’s club, I never thought you’d actually do it. Like seriously, Shasta, are you feeling okay? That’s not like you at all. You’re all about Sabbath. He’s your fucking world.”
“Used to be. Now, he’s just a stranger.”
She moved off the chair and sat next to me, laying her head on my shoulder. “I’m so sorry you’re going through all this. I wish I knew what to say.”
“Letting me crash here until I’m ready to go back is enough, Ramona. I know he pushed you into fucking him, and it makes me wonder if he pushed others too?”
“It’s possible, but I highly doubt it. The others all wanted to fuck Sabbath. They were pissed he wouldn’t touch them because of you.”
“Yeah, those fucking whores will do anything for dick.”
She laughed. “Yes, yes, they will. I’m sorry about Nina. Word is, she got pregnant on purpose.”
“I know. I kind of figured that. The last thing Sabbath wants is a kid, so I wouldn’t be surprised if he made her abort it.”
Ramona clutched her stomach. “I couldn’t even imagine going through that again. If Axl asked me to do that, I’d die. Literally die. That’s why he can’t find out about it, not until I’m too far along for them to make that decision for me.”
I nodded. “Your secret is always safe with me, Ramona. I promised you I’d help you get out of here, and I’m keeping that promise. But…”
Her eyes migrated to the floor. “But with all the shit going on right now, now is not the time.”