“Fuck, Shade…” I hissed as he thrust his tongue inside me, pulsing it in and out in a way that I craved, yet it was not enough. This was soon rectified, his fingers replacing his tongue as that moved onto my clit, covering it with the flat and licking over and over. My thighs spread wider, letting him go deeper, and he made every use of that concession until Axel tipped my head forward.
“Looks like our boy knows what he’s doing. You like him licking your hot little cunt?” He wouldn’t let me go or look away until I nodded my answer, but he smiled when my lips fell open, his thumb going between them. “I think you want more. That’s why you drew me closer, not just to listen to your sighs as he gets you off, because you want this.”
He reached down, tugging his rigid dick, my eyes following every stroke as my mind was captured by Shade’s movements. Axel seemed to know the exact moment to move forward, my head tipping backwards on automatic, and his thumb pulled free, the head of his cock replacing it. My legs spread as wide as they could go, needing the ravening hunger of Shade’s mouth as I devoured Axel’s cock.
“Oh, baby…” Axel hissed, moving slightly deeper until I reached back and dragged him in. The angle I was in had him straddling my face, my throat opening right up, allowing him to go deep. “Fuck, Bec, I’m not gonna last. You feel so good, love.”
He kept mumbling sweet things as I sucked him off, stroking my face as best he could, then sliding his hand down to reach for my breasts. I arched up into Shade’s face, his hands going under my hips, his grunts of pleasure reverberating through me, but it was mine through Axel that brought him undone.
I was close, so fucking close, Shade’s tongue a blur now, his fingers pistoning in and out of me, ignoring the flutter of my cunt and the twitch of my hips, powering through my reactions until he brought me to this.
My eyes snapped open, a long muffled groan vibrating through Axel’s dick, making his face crease in almost pain.
“Coming, love…”
I swallowed frantically as Axel emptied himself in me, my hands moving restively over his skin, stroking him through it as I did the same. Shade was dogged, riding the jerks of my hips and licking and sucking until a beautiful raincloud of pleasure burst over me, making every cell sing.
When we pulled apart, it was softly, gently, with the kind of tentativeness the injured use. Shade fell back onto his heels, wiping his face with those big hands, then sucking his fingers clean. He looked like a lion that had devoured its prey, but this antelope? She wasn’t feeling so bad about the outcome. As we watched his chest heave and his eyes blink, as if he couldn’t believe what had just happened, Axel nudged me.
“Your boy, he needs you.”
And he did, Shade’s face growing wary as we both stared down at his thick, hard cock.
“It’s OK,” he said. “I just wanted…”
“No one will make you do anything you’re not ready for,” I said. “If you just want a cuddle afterwards or want to take care of that yourself, that’s fine. There’s no judgement here.”
Shade’s eyes flashed green as they slid down my body and between my thighs.
“Or if you want something else, just ask. There’s no guarantees you’ll get it, but there’s no harm in asking.”
His gaze slid up, meeting my eyes.
“He wants you, Bec,” Axel said, rubbing my shoulders when he lifted my head and put it in his lap. “We all do.”
I looked back at him, reaching up and tangling my fingers in his hair, and smiled, for the first time in forever, feeling free to say what was on my mind.
“And I want you, both of you. All of you. It’s only been a short period of time, but…” I thought about it, about getting in a car and going back to the roadhouse, to my old life, and it felt like someone slashed my chest with a knife. “I can’t imagine life without you.”
“Because we’ve lived this life before.”
Our focus snapped back to Shade at his strange words.
“You’ve seen it, Oemis?” I asked, and he just nodded.
“We were together, all of us,” he said. “We were, are a pack.”
He speaks truly, my Tirian said. I told you this. This is home.
“And you were at our centre.” Shade let out a long sigh before crawling over me, covering me with the shadow of his body. He moved slowly, but I could no more pull away from his kiss than I could any of the others. “My Tirian, he showed me you, Shaun, all of the others. He showed us how we were, what it was like.”
When he kissed me finally, just a soft brushing of his lips, I found myself straining upwards to maximise the contact.
“We were yours, and you were ours.”
“Are ours,” Axel corrected with a growl, but it was a gentle one. “This probably seems all too fast—”
“No. I mean, yes, logically, but no,” I replied, pulling back to look at the both of them, then lifted my head for Axel’s kiss. “This feels right, totally and completely right.”