“None of you can make me do what I don’t want to do,” I told the three of them, “but I’m interested to see what you want. I’m not a survivor, I’m moving beyond that. I want to take risks, find whoever this new me is. You’ve been placed here, by the alpha, by my beast, by fate? I don’t know. But I want the freedom to try new things, and I want to do it with you.” For a minute, I could see Snowy and his little selections from the bag, my eyes straying to it left discarded in the corner. “All of you.”
“You’re still clothed,” Sen said, his hand going to his belt buckle.
I smiled, as happy as a child, and went to undress.
28
“No, let me,” Aidan said, pushing my hands away as I went to undo the buttons of my blouse. He surged forward and dropped kisses along my neck as he removed my shirt in record time, my eyes falling closed and my hand going to the back of his neck. He flicked my bra clasp loose and was unbuttoning my jeans before I could even register it. Another set of hands started to work them down. Peter, I thought as I felt those broad hands stroke across my arse, pushing the fabric down. I lifted my feet on automatic to free them, because my attention followed Aidan’s.
He traced the line where my underwear met my skin, chuckling when I gasped as they slid under. It seemed he was tempted to repeat the leisurely inspection of when we were all in the truck, but my words perhaps reminded him of what he was allowed to do. He shoved them down so they locked around my thighs, and then his fingers pushed in.
“Flick…” came his throaty purr. “You’re drenched.”
Any reply I might’ve had was cut off by a punishing kiss, his tongue thrusting past my lips as his fingers forced their way into me and opened me up in a brutal way that sent shivers up my spine. His fingers curled up as he sucked my lips, tracing them with his tongue. Venom soaked kisses worked their way down my neck as he pushed me higher in this quick, efficient climb to orgasm. I clawed at his shoulders as he rubbed the place that ached the most.
He bit me when I came, not hard enough to place a mark on me, but my eyes flicked open at the sharp sensation joining the rollicking wave of pleasure. Behind us, I saw Peter and Sen standing there naked, idly stroking their cocks.
“On your hands and knees,” Aidan growled when he wrenched his fingers free, drawing a yelp from me. “I want to look at that perfect arse when I fuck you. I can get so fucking deep from that position, it’ll feel like you take my whole length.”
Green eyed Aidan was alien and somehow thrilling for it. I nodded and then got on the bed.
He was on me before I’d even managed to get settled, yanking my limbs into place, then lining his cock up, smearing my wetness around the head before surging forward.
“Fuck!” I cried as he filled me, the casual brutality a far cry from his usually much more solicitous approach.
“You OK?” he ground out.
“Yes,” I rasped.
“You’ll tell me to stop if anything hurts or gets too much?”
I nodded.
“I’m trusting you, babe. I’m trusting you to know your limits and communicate them. Don’t let me down. Now,” his hand slapped down on my shoulder, “I’m gonna fuck you and come in your hot little cunt.”
I couldn’t make any more comments, my mouth falling open as he worked himself in and out of me. My cunt felt over sensitive and not sensitive enough, swollen around him and just getting more so from the delicious friction. A part of me that didn’t get to come out except for now thrilled at this, that my loving Aidan could be broken by me, thrusting inside over and over, faster and faster, because of me. I knew I was driving him mad, because he told me so, because he was doing the same to me.
“Look at her.”
My eyes flicked open to see Sen and Peter had sprawled across the bed in front of me, watching every damn thing with rapt eyes. Sen smiled, like I had pleased him beyond measure.
“Look at her,” he commanded needlessly, Peter’s eyes already burning into mine. “She’s so fucking beautiful.”
“She’s always beautiful,” Peter rumbled.
“Agreed, but this is the beauty I love the most. When a woman completely loses control, and all that messy, sexy disarray they try to hide comes flooding out. I’ll see you painted in cum before the sun rises, Flick,” he said.
“Promise?” I moaned.
But Aidan tugged my attention back to him, his fingers sliding between my legs as his thrusts grew increasingly erratic.
“You’re going to come soon,” my lover groaned.
And I was. I felt it prickling up my thighs, up my spine, his plunges cutting through all my fluttery spasms of bliss, rising and rising, the pleasure so sweet, I could taste it on my tongue. It was him, Aidan, my love. My cunt snapped down on him, forcing hard waves of ecstasy through my body, then wrenching the cum out of him.
“Fuck!”
Something soft and heavy settled through my body as I felt him empty. Part of it made me want to collapse onto the bed as Aidan did against me. The other had my eyes flicking open, searching for new prey.