When I did, Slade was moving over me, dick in hand. He released the belt from the bedhead, making certain the skin there wasn’t hurt. Oh, yeah, I thought. I was soft and languid, and swollen with pleasure. I was pretty sure I could go again without too many strokes of that beast. He knelt between my thighs, shifting until he could drag his dick over my over sensitive flesh.
“So wet,” he groaned as he forced his dick to rub against my whole cunt, from clit to the mouth. The bulbous head caught as he moved, my wet flesh trying to draw him inside me where he belonged, but he just kept rubbing himself against me.
“Fuck me,” I said, happy enough to tell him what I wanted.
“No.”
“Stop playing Slade. I’m aching for you.”
“Good,” he said, eyes snapping away from watching my body part for him. “I want you to ache, high and deep inside you. You’re having a lovely time, getting lots of attention, no one really pushing your boundaries. If you didn’t want this, I would not care, but I have considerable evidence to prove otherwise,” he said, jabbing the head of his dick into me for a moment, making me scrabble to try and force him deeper. “Feel that ache and think of this over the next few days. When you’re ready to deal with your own shit, I’ll fuck you as hard and as long as you want.”
He closed his eyes, bending over me and focussing now on the slip of our flesh against each other, refusing to push his dick into me, just using it as a means to rub against my clit. He got me there again no problem, but as planned, when I came it felt somehow less as I ached, empty inside. He shot his load across my stomach with a painful groan not long afterwards, pausing to catch his breath. He looked almost sad as his eyes opened, and before he pulled away, he laid a slow kiss on my lips.
“You can watch her,” Slade said, getting out of the bed and grabbing his clothes after untying me.
I drew the sheet up with a shaking hand, unable to look at Finn as my arousal was trailing away. Well, I thought, there’s no secrets now. I buried my head down into my pillow and stared at the wall, not sure what to do.
“I spoke to Kelly today.” Oh fuck, I thought, screwing my eyes up tight. “She said if you’re interested in pursuing something, you need to come and see her. She has no issue, but she wants to hear it from you. She’s worried we’re all putting pressure on you.”
“Come here,” I said, patting the bed. There was a long pause, and then I heard a rustle as he moved. I think he toed off his boots, and then I felt him lie next to me, making sure there was as big a gap as possible. “I like you, Finn,” I said, not looking him in the eye. I couldn?
?t get this out if I did. “I don’t know you very well, but you’re hot and kind, and you seem to have the respect of your team. If you weren’t my supervisor, you’d totally be worth spending time with.”
“But…”
“But you’re my boss, and I’m seeing just how woefully unprepared I am for this position. I can’t ride a quad, shoot a gun, or make up a dog’s feed bowl without looking at a recipe. You know I’m willing to try, today has to be testament to that…”
“Yeah, you were not in a good place.”
“But I think I’m going to fail the performance review when it comes up. I don’t know how I can’t, I can’t do anything useful. Unless you switch me to a cook or kitchen hand position, I’m no use to you.”
“Ah, Julie,” he said, pulling my chin up. “I wish I could tell you… It’s not going to be an issue, I sincerely think that.”
“Why?” I looked down pointedly. “Because I make your dick hard? That’s no way to secure a job. What happens if you lose interest?”
“I…” he frowned, rolling his eyes in frustration. “Look, the most important performance review you had to pass was Doc’s eye test.”
“What? Her ‘little project’?”
“It’s not. I guess you could say that this place acts more like a family. People who are a genetic match for the family, get to stay, even if they are completely useless, which you aren’t. People who aren’t would get to the end of the month, and a reason would be found to let them go.”
“My eyes… What the fuck? That makes no sense. I’m paid to stay here because of my genetic makeup? For what…to have sex with your family? Am I some kind of whore? Or is this… Is this some kind of breeding program? Is that what the queens are?”
Finn paused for too long, his face too carefully smooth. “No, of course not.”
“I have one of those implant things in my arm. None of you bastards are taking it out, not for any money. I’m not anyone’s brood mare.”
“That’s not what I mean! Look, it’s 12 more days to the full moon. It will become apparent by then, trust me. I’ll sign anything you like to say that no one will force you to have a child.”
“What the fuck is going to happen on the full moon, Finn? Finn?”
“Jules, you can wait here until it happens, do what and who you like. No one will force you, coerce you or ask you to do a thing until then. Once it’s over, we’ll know better what your role will be, just know you will have one.”
“Well, that’s clear as fucking mud. You’re asking me to take a lot of faith.”
His eyes went hard. “From what you told me, you were broke and homeless and worried about your dog. I’ve offered you food, board, a wage and free medical to wait here until the full moon, with a promise in writing that no harm will come to you. If you want to walk out that door and drive away, I’ll pay out your wages myself and make sure you have a full tank of petrol. Are you likely to get a better offer than that anywhere near here?”
I swallowed my anger down. My heart was racing, and my head was starting to ache again. Finally, I said, “Can I talk to people? Ask questions? Go to the married quarters?”