I was too tired to argue with him and a minute later, I stood up and excused myself to go to the bedroom, shutting the bedroom door behind me.
Chapter 31
Wes
I stepped back off the couch and looked in at her, lying in the bed. I know I was looking at the things that fashion magazines probably warned her about. The roundness of her lower belly looked soft enough to reach out and touch it. The wrinkles around her eyes, her hair never stayed in place. She was raw, real and completely unairbrushed. I knelt down and wanted to worship her like the goddess she was. I wanted to make her laugh, moan, cry and I wanted joy and explosions of pleasure. I wanted to give her everything I had and make her wish for the stars and moon and bring them to her as well and when she was done with those ask for the sun and bring it to her. She was my everything and I needed to become one with her.
About an hour after Jen went into the bedroom, I woke to the sounds of her screams, guttural that sliced to my core. I ran to her and found her in bed alone, writhing. The covers thrashed in waves around her.
“Jen,” I said. “Sweetie, you’re having a nightmare. Wake up. I’m here.”
She opened her eyes and looked up at me. Her arms wrapped around my neck. It was only then did I realize I wasn’t wearing a shirt and the only thing that separated us now was the blanket and a very thin stretch of cloth across my hips.
“You’re okay. Do you want to talk about it?” I asked in a whisper. Jen’s face was pale, and her eyes were squinty with sleep.
“Not really. I’m still shaken up.”
I shifted my weight so that my face was nearly touching hers. “It’s okay. You don’t have to. I’ll be here when you’re ready.”
“Wes. I don’t think this is a good idea.”
The way Jen said my name, I could tell she sensed my sexual energy. I wanted nothing more than to ravish her right now, in this bed. Even if she knew exactly what I wanted, playing coy was probably the best move. “What are you talking about?” Be clueless. Aloof.
“I can feel it. You’re hard.”
I did not expect that answer. Smiling, I decided to come clean. “You’re luminous, remember?”
She laughed weakly. “I remember something like that.” She rubbed my forearm and gazed thoughtfully up to the ceiling. “It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just…don’t you think things are complicated now?”
“Jared complicated them. Not me.”
Jen sighed. “Yes, but he’s your brother. At the end of the day he’s your blood. Family. I’m just some girl.”
“He betrayed me, Jen.” I said softly. “And I’ve been looking for a way to change my life for a long time. And then you came along. I’ve never found a reason to be brave until now.”
Jen inhaled sharply, and I was suddenly filled with longing, and wondered if I should kiss her. Our relationship was stopped short before it even had a chance to bloom. Did she feel the same way? There was no denying the passion I felt for her. With so much going on in her life though, the kids, Tim, Jared’s fucked up proposal, I didn’t want to push myself on her. I started to push myself up off the bed and away from her, but Jen grabbed my face and pulled it towards her. Her kiss was strong and desperate, searching. I kissed her back hungrily, moving my hands across her body. Memories of the many times we made love in my dreams washed over me. It wasn’t a dream. This was real. My heart was pounding from desire, and a little fear. What was I afraid of? Getting my heart broken? Losing her? Not having my stand against Jared work out? All the above? I pulled back the covers and slid in next to her. The stiffness of my hard on pressed against her legs, straining the thin cotton of my boxer briefs.
“Wes.” She whispered.
In the dim light, I could see the unrestrained lust in her eyes. “Damn it, woman, I need you.”
Before Jen could respond, I lifted her torso up and unhooked her bra. I tossed it behind me and gingerly slid her panties down her legs. I ran my hands over them, admiring the smooth skin. She didn’t say anything, but she lifted her butt a bit to help me get them off. I tossed those aside and pulled off my boxer briefs. Kicking them down towards the edge of the bed, I moved my body closer. She wrapped her arms around my neck. I kissed her deeply, then moved on from her lips to her throat and down her chest to her breasts. I used my tongue to trace circles around her nipples, she let out a gasp. Picking up the pressure, I nipped lightly at her brownish pink circles. I kept my hands on her soft skin and kissed lower. Covering her torso with kisses, I didn’t stop until she began to wriggle her hips and ran her fingers through my hair. I inched further down until I reached her belly button. Grabbing each butt cheek between my hands, I pulled her pelvis towards me. As my lips touched her, she moaned softly. The fact that we had to be quiet made me harder. I ran my tongue over her most sensitive parts in circles, building intensity with her movements. When her wetness became obvious, I began teasing her with my fingers, letting the roughness contrast the soft sucking of my mouth. Jen sat up and grabbed my shoulders.
“I need you now.” She put her hands around my rock-hard erection and began rubbing up and down. With her mouth she encircled the sensitive tip. I tried to push myself further into her mouth, but she resisted and looked up at me playfully. I couldn’t bear another second. The place for me was inside of her. I pushed her down onto her back and entered her with one thrust. Then I withdrew and pushed in again deeper. Jen’s face was relaxed, watching me. Her gaze was sultry, locking eyes with mine. She ran both of her hands over her stomach and then up to her soft breasts. Watching her pinch her own nipples almost sent me over the edge. She wrapped her legs around me as I plunged into her faster and faster. My cock grew harder, it was like cement.
“I want to be on top.”
We flipped over. She straddled me and moved my cock into her. The heaviness of her breasts surprised me.
“You might not want to touch them now.” She smiled.
“That’s going to be impossible.”
“Just don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
I ran my hands up and down her stomach and hips. I licked my finger and began rubbing her clit as she rode my cock. Each time she sat fully down on my dick it sent jolts through my nerves. Her breathing began to increase in intensity. I began moving my hips in opposite rhythm with her, grinding myself deeper into her. She ground her pelvis into me, then switched to circles. Her back arched and body jerked. The way she bit her lip in concentration forced the orgasm I was holding to release. An intense wave of pleasure washed over me. I continued to rock Jen back and forth until she collapsed onto my chest. I kissed her shoulder. My cum leaked out of her, leaving a wet trail across my leg. Laying next to Jen, I felt completely content, but I wondered about Jared’s plan. Taking Jen as a mate would mean sharing her with my brothers. The very thought caused my chest to boil. Just then, Jen reached out and caressed my cheek, and I was brought back into the present. I’ll think about that later. I ran my hands up and down her arm, happy to have brought her a little pleasure after so many years of struggle.
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