"Prince Logan, I believe you forgot about Kage. I think he's the real threat," I teased as Logan headed to the washroom.
"Damn, you're right. He has a big cock too even though he looks so innocent. I need to think of a way to cheat." He spoke with such seriousness I burst out laughing again.
"Stop. This hurts more than you know," I begged, clutching my sides.
"I'll figure this out. There has to be a formula for this," Logan determined.
I shook my head.
"Good luck."
He smiled.
"I love you."
"I love you more," I replied and we kissed one more time.
He walked into the washroom, with me in his arms and closed the door behind him.
END THE CYCLE
"Brother?"
The same dream which always led to my brother's slow death appeared, but I realized this time it was different —instead of Gabriel appearing at the end of the hall, he stood next to me. He had one of those sad smiles on his face and he was looking down the hall.
I followed his gaze, unsure why Brother was so focused on the end of the hall.
A person appeared but the shadows in the hall hid his face from me.
"Jewel. You love me right?"
At his question, I turned to look at him.
"Of course I do. I’ll always love you," I reminded him, wishing he would realize that even after all these years, I still missed his loving hugs and yearned for him to be able to see how I turned out.
He smiled, moving to face me.
I looked back to the person at the end of the hall who began his slow approach towards the ledge. I still couldn't see the stranger’s face and I realized I wouldn't be able to until he got to where Brother and I stood.
Arms wrapped around me, pulling me into a hug and I blinked back tears.
Gabriel's warm embrace felt real.
I slowly raised my arms, placing my hands on his back and squeezed him tightly, hoping this wasn't the last time I saw him.
Even though these nightmares brought tears and screams when I awoke, at least I got to see Gabriel for a short time. I watched, time and again, his various facial expressions, reminding me both of my adoration for my dear brother who showed me the good in the world but also how cruel reality was.
He pulled away, tears in his eyes.
"I love you, my sweet sister. Your heart is so pure and never be afraid to love. Love can break through every obstacle, even when the situation seems hopeless."
"Are you leaving? Will I ever see you again? Don't go."
I clung tight to his arms.
He chuckled, the rich sound set off the waterworks as tears began to roll down my cheeks.
"I'm always with you, Jewel. I've watched over you and will protect you until you're ready to let me go."