For now.
"You don't realize how beautiful you are." He rose and unbuttoned his black jeans. "Take your bra off for me, my Precious."
I did exactly as he asked, glad to get rid of the wired piece of fabric anyways.
My eyes watched him attentively as he lowered his jeans and boxers, revealing his hard length. I stared at his cock; my pussy ached in return and the thought of his cock sliding into me for the first time both excited me and scared me.
I hadn’t thought about us going to third base, and was now only minutes away from experiencing my first time with Logan who I deeply always wanted him to be the one to take my virginity.
Maybe some people would make fun of me for waiting this long and not just making the first move, but as he stood there naked, it was exactly what I wanted. To experience this moment of not just heated passion, but the slow anticipation of being one with one another and enjoying how sacred this experience would be.
I didn't know if it would be as big of a deal to Logan, unsure if he'd ever had sex with anyone, but I hoped I'd be able to meet his expectations.
He climbed onto the bed, hovering over me once more while his hand brushed my cheek.
"Are you scared?" he whispered.
I stared into his eyes, knowing my troubles and deep thoughts must be making an appearance in my expression.
"Is it weird that a part of me is confident in myself, excited that I get to share this moment with you, but the other half of me is frightened to the core? What if I make a mistake? Or I'm not good enough...or—"
His lips pressed softly onto mine and my tense shoulders relaxed as his thumb slowly rubbed my cheek.
When he released me, he whispered, "It's my first time too."
My eyes widened and I took in his wide smile as his eyes twinkled with joy.
"But...really?"
I was astonished by his words.
Logan was known by everyone and while we were close and many thought we were boyfriend and girlfriend long before we started dating, but he didn't need to commit to me. He could have had a one-night fling with any of the girls who literally threw themselves at him, begging to spend a night with Logan Cross.
Yet here I was with the man in question, enjoying his nakedness and sweet kisses, to find out he had waited.
For all these years, he waited for me. Just as I had for him and the thought brought so much joy that I never expected to experience.
"I met you when you could barely crawl, Jewel. I watched you grow, enjoying your hyper personality and your selflessness. I watched you experience happy times and heartbreaking loss. As you got older, I realized you were my first crush. You were the first girl to cheer me on as I learned how to conduct magic and the first to see me cry when I failed. You supported me in everything. For every major achievement of mine, you were right there."
He leaned in and kissed me before he pulled away. He lifted his hand to slowly trace my lower lip with his thumb.
"I shared my first kiss with you and now I want to be your first. I know it's scary and to be honest, I'm scared too, but that's why we love each other right? Doesn't matter if we screw up. Let's laugh it off and enjoy every single moment, just as we always have."
I grinned, blinking back tears as I reached up and wrapped my arms around him.
His right arm came around me, holding me tight as his hand held him up.
I could hear how fast his heart was beating, which made me happy because my heart was also pounding rapidly in my chest which made me realize we were both nervous about this moment.
He kissed my flesh and whispered, "I love you, Jewel Starfire. I have for a long time, and though this may hurt for a moment and you can beat the shit out of me for it tomorrow morning, but I'll make sure to make this memorable in a good way."
I smiled.
"What if I can't walk?"
"I'll carry you."
"What if our parents question why I can't walk?"