It looks like I’m going to get the adult version of that today. Since I showered already, I change into the red sexy outfit and open the shoeboxes to find mixing patent leather heels for each outfit.
I slip them on and head out into the bedroom with the robe tugged tightly around me. Ny sits on the foot of the bed with her head bent over her phone. I move into the room and stop in front of her.
She looks up and smiles. “There’s my sister. Go look at yourself.” She points to the full-length mirror inside the walk-in closet in my room.
I move into the closet and stand before the mirror. Slowly, I open the robe and have to admit, this set looks cute on me. I’ve always been the bottom-heavy sister. You can see my hips and ass coming a mile away. I once hated my curves. Kids made fun of me in school for being tall and curvy. It took forever for my breasts to come in, but my behind popped like someone inflated me.
After learning what my body is capable of, I appreciate it. Looking now, I can’t say I see the flaws I used to. What I see is a sexy woman. I know that’s Nyla’s point.
“I get it,” I say. “But he will forever have the image of me barfing etched in his brain.”
“Nah, you’re going to get over that, sis. I have an idea. I think it will be a confidence booster for you.”
“Oh, no, what are you about to get me into?”
“You’ll thank me later.” She winks at me through the mirror. It’s then I notice her small camera bag on her shoulder. I groan and tell myself I can trust Nyla.
“Okay. I want you to pick a song that makes you feel sexy. And another you would use to tell your man how you feel.”
Two songs pop in my head right away. I give a small smile and nod my head. Nyla pulls out her Bluetooth speaker and sets it up. She then brings out her camera with its own lighting attached.
“Remember, you’re only as confident as you feel. You’re never the opinion of others. It’s not like you don’t know how gorgeous you are. You’re just shy. Don’t let that put you in a box.
“I want you to have fun. Like those silly TikTok videos you make. Look at the camera and be the real you. Be fierce, like when you dress up for those cons. Show me the superhero I know you are. Be Izzy Gunz. She fears nothing,” Nyla encourages.
I nod as I take her phone and find the first song. I pull up “Pressure” by Ari Lennox and hand the phone back.
“Okay,” Ny sings out. “Give me one of those walks.”
I take in a deep breath and move to the back of the closet. I get into character and start to do a slow model walk.
“Oww, that’s my girl. Give me all that face.”
I reach and release my braids from their bun. I flip them forward, then whip them back. I lose myself to the song. I think about Jacob’s harsh words and they’re like fire in my veins. I’m not a goofy slob.
“Make it sexy, Liz. You got this.”
Suddenly Dante’s words from last night come to me. If you were mine, I’d kiss, lick, and fuck every single inch of your body until you thought I was the creator of life itself. I’d put a hurting on that body so good you’d have love for it just because of the pleasure I bring it. However, it’s not your body that makes me want to strip you bare and fuck you senseless.
It’s like a switch is turned on. Confidence fills me and I get into performing for the camera. I let the robe slip off my shoulder and throw myself all in.
I love my sister. Everyone should have a Ny in their life. Jacob forgotten and my confidence restored after the embarrassment of a lifetime. I enjoy an afternoon of acting silly with my big sister. It’s just what I need to pull me out of my funk.
However, I do make sure she deletes all the footage before she leaves. I may feel more confident, but I wouldn’t want anyone to see those videos.
Dante
After Nyla left, Lizzy came to join us for dinner, and she had a huge smile on her face. I was happy to see it there. I don’t know what her sister did, but Lizzy seemed to have a new confidence. It looks good on her.
“You want to watch a movie with me?” I ask as we walk out of Bella’s bedroom.
We’ve just put her down for the night. It was a challenge to keep her out of Lizzy and Nyla’s hair earlier. We could hear the music coming from Lizzy’s room. Bella danced around while looking in the direction of the music longingly.