Addi
Tears blur my vision as I stumble my way home. I knew it. I so fucking knew it.
No heartbreak, my ass.
I told you so, I told you so, I told you so.
It plays on repeat in my head, and I want to rip my fucking hair out.
We didn't even get the chance to talk and figure anything out. He just ended it.
Ended it without any consideration for how I'd feel. Just like the whole relationship. Selfish, so selfish.
Why didn't I just listen to myself?
I stop to text Leigh before crossing the street. He ended it. So much for our talk.
Hitting send, I step into the crosswalk, checking both ways quickly.
Beep! Beep! Screeeeechhh.
I hear the sounds before I see the source or feel the impact.
It's like a bomb exploded inside my head, the sound so loud and the light so bright I fall backward, down, down, down, until crash.
Everything goes black.