I rolled my eyes and groaned. “So embarrassing.”
“Don’t be. I’ve never experienced this before either. I sort of feel bonded to you. Like I just imprinted on you.” He touched his nose to mine and dropped a sweet kiss on my lips.
“Sure, whatever you say. So, what, is this it? You stick your long-ass, thick cock into me, and we lie still until what?”
He snorted, nipping at my lip. “Listen to you, sassing me. I love it.” He lifted my leg. “Wrap these around my waist again. It’ll help open you up more.”
I did as he said and felt him going in deeper. The fullness of him being inside me was like nothing I could have ever imagined.
“Shit, you feel so fucking amazing and tight. Your virgin pussy has ruined me, Red.”
“Stop it. Don’t talk to me like that.” I didn’t want him pretending with me. Like this was something magical for him when I didn’t know what to do as I laid beneath him. Served me right for not reading about sex or Googling like I knew Laney and Erin had done.
He furrowed his brow. “Why not? It’s the truth.”
“Just fuck me, Leo, so we can get this over with.”
He made me feel things, emotions I hadn’t experienced before with a guy. What he was saying was true forme. I did feel bonded to him. Like we would have this special connection forever. But it was one-sided. I was sure of it. We just needed to finish so he could leave and I could get on with my life.
“I’m not fucking you. I’m making this memorable for you.” He slowly moved inside me and crushed his mouth to mine again.
Memorable? Why? He didn’t know me. “Is this not how you are with other women?” Why did I ask him that question? I didn’t want to know how he was with other women.
He froze and stared into my eyes. His blue depths were dark and almost angry looking. “No, Red. It’s not. Now shut up so I can make love to you.”
6
Leo
DID I JUST saymake love to you?Fuck it. I didn’t care what words came out of my mouth. I was soaring in the clouds while buried deep inside Red. I pulled out and slowly pushed back into her warm, slick insides.Heaven. There was no other way to describe what it felt like to be inside Red without a condom between us.Heaven.
I eased into a comfortable rhythm, moving in and out of her. She was fucking phenomenal. I didn’t want to rush anything with this woman, a first for me.
Her nails pricked my skin and she clamped down around my cock. “Please, Leo. Don’t make love, just fuck me.”
This woman. She would be my undoing. “Not happening, Red. I’m in control.” I kissed her firmly, not letting her lips go so she wouldn’t talk anymore.
Being inside a woman without my dick in latex for the first time was magical, and magical wasn’t a word I ever used. I wasn’t lying when I told her I took safe sex seriously. I’d shocked the hell out of myself when I agreed to not wear a condom.
Like, what the fuck was happening to me?
It was her, Red. Her soul called to me. Was she my shining star calling me home?
I increased my speed, pumping in and out of her, swallowed up by her tight pussy and warmth. Every inch of me craved her. Every cell needed more from her, but more what, I had no clue.
“Move your hips, baby. Make love back to me, Red.” She appeared frozen under me, unsure of what to do. That was okay. It was her first time. I’d teach her everything she needed to know to make me happy—only me.
“Leo, please.” She breathed out the words, her sweet, pink lips slightly parted.
Fuck, I loved hearing her beg—but not for me to fuck her. Maybe later we could get dirty. Right now, I was binding our souls together. As much as it scared the crap out of me, I didn’t stop.
The clouds of confusion parted, and Red’s body melted into mine.Magic. Her fingers brushed across my shoulders and up to my neck, discovering and delighting in me.Fuck. A shiver shot down my spine as she played with the hair at my nape. She was doing it. Opening herself up. Making love to me.
Her lips softened, tongue probing my mouth. She signed and moaned and clenched around my cock.
Jesus, I never heard anything hotter or felt anything as spectacular as her. We moved to the same beat, our bodies in sync. The wetter she got, the more I didn’t want to stop or lose the connection I had with her, but I was getting close. Close to erupting and had to keep my head straight.
I couldn’t come inside Red, though I was curious about how it would feel. The timing was critical; I needed to pull out just before my release hit.