The way my heart fluttered as his eyes darkened told me letting him in was a bad idea. But I was happy to see him again, so I lowered my guard… a smidge. Later, I’d blame my emotional state for this irrational decision.
“I don’t—”
“Let me in, Red. You know you want to. Just as I know I’m the one who should get you first.”
“Get me first?” I clenched down low and fisted the end of my T-shirt. He didn’t mean what I thought he meant, did he?
“Unless you’re saving yourself for your future husband. If you are, I’ll leave.”
I’d grown up thinking I had to be a virgin when I got married. That I needed to save myself for the man I loved, but no one had come along. Sure, I was still young at twenty-four, but I was tired of waiting and curious to find out what sex felt like.
“I’m not.”
Something flashed in his ocean-blue depths. He placed his hand on the door and painfully slowly pushed it open.
I backed up, feeling my mouth go dry.
“Then I want to be your first.” He locked the door behind him.
My breathing deepened as I walked backward. Every cell in my body was on alert. Aroused. Excited. I wanted Leo to be my first too… maybe even my last. But that was a pipe dream. Leo wasn’t mine and never would be. But I honestly didn’t care at this moment.
“You okay with me being your first.”
I nodded as he stepped toward me with a hungry look in his eyes. “I’m more than okay with it.”
Instantly I was lifted into his arms, and his mouth crushed mine. I opened it, welcoming his tongue. An explosion of something wonderful and sinful occurred between us. I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist as he carried me down the hallway.
God, I was happy he came back. “Right here,” I said against his lips, pointing at my bedroom door.
Leo carried me to my bed, and we fell on it. His massive body pressed mine into the mattress as he kissed me breathless. The firmness in his shorts dug into the apex of my thigh. It made me crazy with need. As he ground into me, a noise I’d never made before ripped from my throat, startling me. Leo didn’t seem to mind as he continued to hump my pelvis.
“Jesus, Red, you’re fantastic.” He kissed down my neck, sucking and nibbling as his hand lifted my T-shirt. He broke away, tugging it off me.
He took in my body with a look of awe on his handsome face. I was only in black satin bikini underwear, nearly naked for the first time in front of a man, and I wasn’t embarrassed in the least.
Leo’s hand glided down my chest to my breast. I shivered and squirmed, feeling a pulse between my legs. I exhaled as my body arched on its own into his hand.
“Fucking perfect, Red.” He dipped his head down and licked my nipple. “Perfect.” He swirled his tongue around it. “So goddamned perfect.”
“Oh, Leo,” I cried out as he drew it in and suckled gently. I grabbed his shoulder, and my eyes rolled back into my head. I squeezed my legs tighter around his waist and rubbed against the bulge in his shorts. I couldn’t help myself. Knowing he was hard for me unleashed a side I didn’t know existed. I wanted him so desperately, I might combust if he didn’t relieve the pressure building inside me.
“I love your tits, Red.” He moved to the other and gave it equal attention. He vigorously sucked while kneading the other and pinching the nipple in tandem.
I struggled to get close enough to him. If I could crawl inside him, it wouldn’t be enough for me. I’d never felt this way, so unhinged and alive. I wanted more. Needed so much more.
“Please… You’re driving me insane. I feel like I’m going to explode. What’s happening?” It probably sounded like a stupid, virginal question, but my body was so on fire, I honestly didn’t know what to think of it.
He released my nipple with a pop and lifted his head. He softly kissed my lips and smiled. “Orgasm. You never had one before?”
“I… I don’t think so.” I buried my hands in my hair and gripped my head. More strange sounds eddied out of my mouth. “I just… I don’t know. Please, Leo.” I panted through my words.
“I’ve got you, Red. I’ll take care of you.” He lowered down my body to the foot of the bed and removed his tank top and shorts. He tossed a few condoms beside me. It was then I noticed his long, thick cock.
I lifted up on my elbows. “Oh shit. That won’t fit inside me.” Panic ripped through me. “We need to stop.”
“Shh, I said I’ll take care of you. Relax, Red.” He dropped to his knees and removed my panties. “Jesus fucking Christ, you’re a natural redhead.” His fingertips played with the small patch of hair on my pussy. It wasn’t untamed. I waxed a little, but I wasn’t bare like Erin and Laney were. “I need to sample you before we go any further.”
“Sample? Do you mean… Oh my!” I yelled, feeling his tongue brush over my opening. I fell flat on the bed and my back bowed again. “Leo,” I whimpered, closing my eyes and squeezing my head. This was happening. Leo was doing things I’d only ever dreamed of.