“I’ve never felt more at peace in my whole life than when I’m with you. I want to be a better man for you. I want to deserve you. I want to make you giggle and scream my name out when I feast on you.”
“I do like the sound of that.”
I kissed her hard, then pulled back because, goddammit, I was on a roll. “I want to date you. Make love to you. Cook with you. Fuck, one day, I want to marry you and have a family together. I want to grow old with you. Rita Rocha, I want it all with you.”
Tears were streaming down her face again, but the smile behind them made my fucking world sparkle.
“Nik Tevez, I want you to make love to me. I know we were waiting and the results of our tests aren’t in, but I’m clean. I… trust you. If you say you’re clean, I believe you.”
“I am. I wouldn’t lie to you, Rita.”
“Then kiss me because I need you. I want you.”
She needed me. Wanted me. Her words made me deliriously happy.
Our lips crashed together.
The earth shook, and it felt like our separate paths became one. Some crazy shit right there. I laid Rita out on the bed and took her clothes off. Contentment and joy glittered in her hazel-green eyes. The strength of it reached all the way into my core.
15
Rita
NIK’S INTENSE, PENETRATING stare made me feel exposed, like he could feel what was in my heart and knew my thoughts. For the first time in my life, I wanted a man to know me on an intimate level.
Butterflies danced in my stomach. I was falling hard for this man. Once our bodies connected and we were joined as one, I would be his.
Who was I kidding? I was already his. That was how powerful the draw to Nik had been… and without sex. In less than three weeks, Nik Tevez had broken down my walls and taken up residence in my heart, and I never wanted him to vacate.
I lifted my pelvis to encourage him to proceed. He was wedged between my legs, cock at my entrance, but he didn’t push in. He just stared.
“What are you waiting for?”
“You’re so beautiful.”
My cheeks heated. “So are you.”
“You know, I’ve never gone slow when it came to sex. I fuck. I fuck hard and fast.”
“No need to talk dirty to me, I’m already turned on.”
He smiled, shaking his head. “What I’m trying to say and failing at is with you, I like taking my time. I don’t want to rush. I want to make love to you and savor every moment.”
Oh my god. This bad boy knew how to speak to my heart. Unbelievable.
“I’m okay with that. But just so you know, I like it hard and fast, and very dirty sometimes.”
I felt his cock twitch and I clenched.
“You are the perfect woman, you know that?”
“Keep talking like that and you’re going to have me begging for your cock.”
“Begging might be fun but I won’t torture either of us anymore.” In one strong thrust, I was arching my back as our groans littered the air between us. “Fuck, Rita. I think I’ve just died and gone to heaven.”
“Me too. I didn’t think you’d get it in so easily.”
“Did I hurt you?”