The front door to the older house squeaked as he opened it. She could afford better. He paid her enough in child support to make sure his child lived wel . He paid enough that he shouldn’t feel guilty about anything anymore.
He moved up the stairs and looked around the living room. At the oak furniture and sofa and love seat that were made out of durable microfiber. The house was crammed with little homemade knickknacks and art projects. Pictures of Conner at every age and stage of his life were al over the place. He had photos of Conner, too, but nothing like this.
The cel phone in the front pocket of his black wool pants rang, and he pul ed it out. Veronica’s number flashed across the screen, and he sent it to voice mail. He was tired and not in the mood to talk about Milan or Paris or wherever the hel she was staying. If by chance she was in Seattle, he wasn’t in the mood for that either. Sometimes he just wanted to crash by himself. Tonight was one of
those times. He set the big blue finger and puck on a coffee table and moved to the fireplace mantel. He reached past a photo of Vince with Conner on his shoulders and grabbed a photograph of Autumn sitting on a swing in a park somewhere. Conner sat on her lap, grinning. Conner was young, perhaps a year. His mother looked young, too. Maybe it was the smile. He hadn’t seen her smile like that in a long time. Five years or more. He put the photo back and looked up at a grouping of photos that hung above the mantel. Each individual photo was framed with black-and-white matting, and the theme seemed to be Hal oween.
Conner at the age of three dressed as a mouse standing next to Autumn dressed up like a cat. Not a sexy kitty, either. Just a black cat. In another photo, Conner in a little cow costume and Autumn was a milkmaid. Again, not a sexy milkmaid. When Conner had been a baby, Autumn had dressed him as a monkey, and she wore a banana suit. At every Hal oween party Sam had ever gone to, the women put the goods out on display. Sexy Snow White. Sexy cop. Sexy devil. Sexy harem girls and sexy nuns. That was what Hal oween was about.
“He’s out like a light again,” Autumn announced as she walked into the living room.
He looked over his shoulder, then back at the photos. “What is Conner going to be for Hal oween this year?”
“He hasn’t made up his mind yet. The latest is a vampire, but I’m sure he’l change his mind several more times before the thirty-first.”
“I think I’m going to be in town this year.” Which wasn’t always the case and one of the reasons he never made a fuss about not seeing Conner on Hal oween. He was fairly certain he’d be in Toronto on the thirtieth, but back in town the thirty-first. He remembered because Logan had said something about hitting a bar downtown known for their wild costume contests. A few years ago, he’d been a guest judge and recal ed a certain Alice in Wonderland who’d forgotten her underpants. For some reason that he never understood, but certainly appreciated, Hal oween seemed to give normal y reserved women permission to dress slutty and make out with each other.
God love ’em.
“I put Conner’s finger and puck over there,” he said, and pointed to the table. “I think he had a good time tonight.”
“I think he did.” She raised her arms and pushed her hair back, gathering it in her hands and twisting it into some sort of loose knot that immediately fel apart. “He’l probably sleep until noon.”
There wasn’t anything overtly sexy about Autumn. Not what she wore nor how she stood. Not even the way her shirt pul ed across her breasts and distorted the wiener dog on front, kind of lifting his back end higher up her chest while his head was stuck under her right breast. In her dog shirt and slippers, she looked like a mom, and Sam had never been attracted to moms. Moms had baggage, and he didn’t mean kids. He already knew this mom’s baggage. Knew that when she got together with friends and talked about “that son of a bitch,” she was talking about him. Yet he couldn’t stop himself from wondering if she stil liked to be kissed in the crook of her neck. Right where the col ar of her shirt touched her warm neck. “I’m a little surprised to see you living in a house like this,” he said to change the direction of his thoughts. Fast before his mind wondered down that dangerous path. A path leading down her chest to her cleavage.
Autumn folded her arms beneath her breasts. “What’s wrong with my house?”
A lot. Starting with the carpet that looked a good ten years past warranty. Not to mention the hideous wal paper border. He could see her eyes getting al squinty like she was about to get worked up. He didn’t want to fight, so he said, “Nothing. It just seems like it might need a little work, and I never figured you for a fixer-upper.”
“That’s probably because you don’t real y know me.”
He could point out that he knew she had a little birthmark shaped like Oklahoma on her ass, but he was pretty sure that wasn’t the “you don’t real y know me” she was talking about. “Are you handy with a hammer and nails?”
She relaxed a bit, and her hands dropped to her sides. “No.” She shook her head, and her red hair brushed her shoulders. “I can manage a hot glue gun, and I rock at table arrangements.” She cast her eyes about the room and let out a breath. “When I bought the house, I thought I’d have it completely renovated by now, but I just haven’t had the time.”
He asked what he thought was an obvious question. “Why not buy a house you don’t have to renovate?”
She shrugged. “Several reasons. One of which is that I wanted a nice, safe place for Conner to play.” She started toward the kitchen and motioned for him to fol ow. “I’l show you what attracted me to this property.”
He moved past an oak dining-room table with fresh roses in a pink vase in the center. The kitchen was surprisingly updated and shockingly without those knitted cozies that some women favored.
She flipped on the outside lights and lit up a huge backyard with one of those play sets that had a fort, slide, four swings, and a climbing wal . “Conner loves it back there,” she said.
“Does he climb the wal ?”
“Oh yeah, but I think he prefers to climb up the slide.”
Were they real y standing this close to each other and not yel ing? So close that her shoulder almost touched his arm? The last time they’d stood this close without yel ing, they’d been naked.
He looked at her profile. At the smooth white skin of her forehead, straight nose, and ful red mouth. They might be standing close, so close he could smel her hair, but there was a big distance between them.
“You can’t real y see it, but behind the fence is a nice wooded area.” She raised her left hand and pointed outside. “Sometimes we have lunch in the woods on a little table Vin made for us.” She laughed and said something else. Something about slugs, but his attention was on the pair of angel wings tattooed on her wrist. The wings were blue, outlined in black, and total y covered what had been there before.
“–and ran screaming into the backyard as fast as his little legs would carry him. I told him—”
She’d tattooed over his name. Good. That was good. He’d tattooed over her name years ago. He should be relieved. He was relieved. Yeah. She chuckled about something. A breathy little sound that made him antsy, and he backed away from her for no apparent reason. “I gotta go. I left the truck running.”
“Oh.” Autumn turned and looked up at Sam. He had a red mark on his cheek, probably from the fight she’d seen earlier, and his hair was slightly damp as if he’d recently showered. She’d been tel ing him about Conner’s funny little slug phobia. Trying to be nice to him. Trying to prove to herself that she could be civil to the jerk. “I’l show you out.” Typical of Sam not to care about stories concerning his own child. The cel in his pants pocket rang, and he shoved his hand inside and turned it off without looking. “I’l be in town until Wednesday. After that, I have a grueling six-game grind,” he said, as she fol owed him through the living room. “My next home game isn’t until Friday, the twenty-third. I’l have Natalie look over my schedule and cal you.”