"I want you, Mia. And now that I've been inside you, I don't think I can ever go without. But I can't deal with that on top of everything right now."
I nod, my head dropping to look at my fingers fiddling together in front of me. "Yeah, you're right. But I don't want to use condoms, I’ve heard they’re gross. There are pills I can get, but you might have to get them for me too."
"I can do that."
I look into his face again, and this time, I feel desire rise inside me. That he wants me.
"You really want me?" I ask shyly and he chuckles lightly, taking my hand and placing it gently on the hardness in his pants. I bite my lip, looking up to him.
“Was that ever really a question?” he replies, pulling me back onto his lap where I nestle in, enjoying the hardness pressing against my ass. I wiggle lightly, bringing my mouth down and leaving a trail of kisses down his face.
"Maybe tomorrow we can get the pills, because tonight, I need you to touch me."
His gaze heats at my words.
“Touch you?”
I think back to the sting of his belt and feel heat rising as I press my legs together, my body leaning to his as I whisper,
“Hurt me, love me, give me everything I deserve.”