She needed to make sure there was no misunderstanding, but that meant revealing something she’d never confessed to another person. She steadied herself. “I want to be one of the immortals, Thad,” she said quietly. “I want to do great work. Not just good. Great. I want to do work so monumental people will still be listening to my recordings long after I’m gone.”
Her openness took him aback, and he responded in the only way he knew how, by launching an offensive. “You’re making something as simple and natural as sex way too complicated.”
“Says the man who wants to get laid.”
“You do, too.”
“And I hope it’ll happen one of these days. But not with you.” She gripped her hands in her lap. “I can’t go to bed with you, Thad Owens, no matter how much I might want to. Because, whether you admit it or not, who I am is more than a man like you can handle.”
His mouth set in a grim line. “That’s what you think.”
They rode the rest of the way to Denver in silence.
* * *
They arrived at the hotel at nine in the morning. Henri had kept his word. Thad and Olivia had adjoining suites. Hers had a kitchen and dining area. His didn’t. But they were back in civilization again, and as long as the door stayed open between them, he didn’t care about having the smaller space.
She went off to unpack. He hung up his jacket. Their conversation in the car had rattled him—not because he didn’t understand what she’d said but because he did, and it had tilted his perspective in a way he didn’t like. She was right. No matter how intelligent or successful the women in his life had been, they had accommodated themselves to him more than he’d ever accommodated himself to them. He’d come first. Always.
An eerie sound emerged from the next suite, breaking his train of thought. It wasn’t exactly a scream, but something close enough to make him rush into the other room.
She stood in the center of the living area, a brown envelope at her feet, a crumpled white T-shirt in her hand. He took in her ashen face and the rust-colored stains that covered the shirt.
“Jesus . . .”
She dropped the T-shirt. Beneath the bloody stains, he made out the T-shirt’s inscription. Tenors do it better.
He hurried to her side and picked up the envelope. It was postmarked San Francisco with no return address. Had whoever mailed this been in San Francisco when they were there? Had they been watching her?
She pressed her fingers to her lips and stared down at the T-shirt. “Adam . . . He . . . must have been wearing this when he shot himself. I—I gave it to him.”
Thad knelt down and examined the T-shirt. “When?”
“What do you mean?”
“How long ago was it? When did you give it to him?”
Her fingers balled into a fist. “I—I don’t remember exactly. Not long after we started dating.” She turned away.
“Did he wear it much?”
She gave a jerky nod.
He picked up the T-shirt and came to his feet. She recoiled as he held out the shirt. “Look at the tag, Liv.”
She recoiled. “Get it away from me.”
“Look at it.”
Her shoulders heaved, but she finally did as he demanded. “I don’t see—” She broke off as she saw what he saw. The T-shirt’s tag was stiff and crisp. It had never been washed.
“This isn’t his shirt,” she said as the realization struck her. “It’s never been washed, and the size is wrong. It looks like the shirt I gave him, but this isn’t it.”
“Somebody is playing a nasty mind game with you.”
They both jumped as a knock sounded on the door. A bellman stood on the other side with a gift basket so large he’d brought it up on a cart. Emerging from the cellophane were two bottles of champagne, a pair of crystal glasses, and an assortment of gourmet cheeses, nuts, crackers, and designer chocolates.
The bellman wheeled in the cart. “Compliments of Mr. Rupert Glass.”