"Please," I burst out. "Please fuck me."
48
Isaac
The fuck are we doing?I just fucked her while she sucked off JJ. She swallowed his cum while I came inside her. And then, I followed his lead and brought her into the shower, where the three of us are now naked.
What happened earlier… I hadn’t been able to resist. I needed to be inside her one last time before walking away. But this? I have a choice. I am not going to stand around and fuck her and indulge in a ménage à trios with my old man. Jesus, that’s downright wrong. I back away and, as if sensing my retreat, she turns to stare at me over her shoulder.
"Stay." She blinks the water from her eyes. "Don’t leave yet."
"So we can both fuck you again? Is that what you want, Lena? You want me and JJ to fuck you at the same time?"
She winces, then squares her shoulders. "And if I do? Are you going to guilt trip me about it? I didn’t hear you protesting earlier in the sauna."
"That was" —I shake my head— "a one-time thing."
"So is this." She walks toward me, and I throw up my hands.
"Don’t, please," I burst out.
She pauses. The water beats down on her from the sides.
"You felt sorry for me, so you fucked me. I get it. It was goodbye sex, but this—"
"This is our way of bonding. Of bridging the gulf between us," JJ rumbles.
"Christ, you really are a twisted son of a bitch, aren’t you? You couldn’t stop yourself form seducing her, and now you want her to have sex with the both of us?"
"It’s what I want," she cuts in. "Don’t go putting this on JJ. I’m the one who instigated this, and you know it."
"Well, thanks, but your pussy is not so special that it can overcome years of neglect on his part."
She pales, and my heart contracts. "Shit, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that, Lena. I’m just not sure this is a good idea."
JJ steps forward. "You’ve always been too worried about the world; that’s your weakness."
"And you don’t give a damn about anyone or anything. You could, at least, take care of her."
"I intend to," JJ retorts.
"I don’t need a man to care for me." She raises her chin. “I don’t need someone else to take care of me. I’ve been looking after myself since I was thirteen, and I can do the same without either of you assholes bestowing your charity on me."
She moves forward, then past me. "This was a mistake. Thanks for making me feel dirty over something that I thought was special to all of us."
I grab her wrist. "It was special." I tug and she turns to face us.
"Not with the way you put it. You’re already regretting the fact that the three of us were intimate."
I wince. "It’s not that I have a problem with threesomes. It’s just that it was him."
"It had to be him," she retorts.
"It had to be the three of us," JJ snaps at the same time.
She glances past me at JJ, then back at me. "Can’t you forget about the kind of judgment you think people may pass on us and just let this—whatever this is—heal the both of you?"
I swallow. It’s true. Whatever resentment I’ve harbored toward JJ all this time seems to have lessened. I feel lighter, and it’s not only because I just had sex… It’s because when he impaled her on me, he tacitly gave his consent to her fucking me. It’s because he told Lena whatever happened next is her decision. I’ve never known him to be so open, so amenable. It’s like, for the first time, we’re communicating. And it’s because of her.