Me!
It’s not like I have much stopping me from stepping in as a substitute. With no boyfriend to speak of or prior commitments, I could easily replace Bethany.
Just because you can doesn’t mean you should.
Well, if not me, then who? We are out of time and suitable fiancées.
I open my mouth, only to be interrupted by a squeal from Tati, Declan’s wedding planner. “There you are! I was wondering where the husband-to-be snuck off to.” Tati’s high-pitched voice echoes.
“You can’t pay for this kind of entertainment.” Cal drains my glass before leaning against the table with a smile.
“Where is the fiancée I’ve heard so little about?” Tati waves her clipboard like a magic wand.
I’m glad I withheld Bethany’s identity just in case something like this happened.
You can’t be seriously thinking about marrying him. You don’t even love him.
I don’t need to love him. It’s a contract, not a love match.
Declan cuts off my thoughts, “Beatr—”
“Her name isTati,dear.” I press my hand against his chest. His body goes rigid, and I give him another pat in a way that saysact naturally.
His dark brows pull together as he stares down at my hand like he wants to rip it off finger by finger. “What are you doing?” His words come out sharp enough to stab straight through my perfectly crafted exterior.
“Saving you the trouble of having to introduce me and explain our story.” I shoot him the sweetest smile I can manage given the circumstance.
Are you really going to do this, Iris?the voice of reason speaks up.
I don’t see much of an option here.
This is marriage! It’s not something you can just back out of when you get scared.
I shut down every thought speaking out against my plan. It’s only a few years of my life.
What about having a child?!
Well, I always wanted to be a mother.
Yeah. In five years!
At least I can get started on my five-year plan a bit ahead of schedule.
I swallow the lump in my throat and turn my attention back toward Tati. I step out of Declan’s stiff embrace before grabbing his hand. The muscles underneath his suit bunch up, visibly tightening underneath the material of his jacket.
Great. We’ll have to work on his aversion to your touch later.“Tati, I wasn’t fully honest with you when we spoke over the phone.”
Her smile dims. “Oh.”
“I was a bit hesitant about introducing myself as anything but Declan’s assistant before meeting you in person. See, I’ve been working at the Kane Company for quite some time, and you know how easily gossip spreads.”
She bobs her head as she clutches her clipboard to her chest. “Of course. I get it.”
“I was so scared of what people would think about me dating my boss, but we can’t hide it anymore. We don’twantto hide it.” My voice hitches without me trying.
Declan’s only sign of distress is the way he blinks at me twice. I’veneverseen him blink twice. Not when a deal he had been working on for two years blew up and sure as hell not when his grandfather died.
It makes me…unsettled.