I did it all, and yet I’m the one on the outside of their little scene with my face pressed against the window.
I toss the paddle to the ground. My headspace isn’t right to keep up the pain play. I won’t lose control. I won’t allow myself to misstep like that, but it’s not fair to Aurora to do this when my darker emotions are riding me so hard.
I step to her and run my hands up the backs of her thighs and squeeze her ass. Even with the shortened beating, she’ll be a little bruised tomorrow, just like she adores. “Spread.”
She eagerly spreads her legs, balancing on her toes. I press one hand against the small of her back and slip the other between her thighs. She’s so wet, she soaks my fingers as I explore her. “You’ve pleased me, Aurora, and I’m in a giving kind of mood tonight.” A lie, but it doesn’t matter. She has nothing to do with the ugliness going on in my head. “You can choose your reward.”
“I want…” She twists just enough to look up at me from beneath her curtain of pink curls. “I want to make you come.”
God, this girl is a gift. Whoever she lands with when she finally settles down is one lucky asshole. I keep stroking her pussy, pretending to consider it. As if I’d deny her anything. As if I’d deny myself this. “I’ll consider it.” I push two fingers into her and fuck her slowly. She whimpers and writhes, but I hold her steady as I work her toward orgasm one agonizing stroke at a time. This moment, right here, is one of my favorites when I top. I love seeing someone come undone and knowing I’m the cause behind it. Knowing that I’m giving them exactly what they need.
I sink down onto one knee and pull her hips back away from the couch arm. She spreads her legs even more, anticipating me. “Good girl,” I murmur. I reward her with a long lick, but really I’m being selfish. I want to lose myself in this girl, to forget for a little while that my life is off the rails, and has been for a long time. To stop thinking about the two men watching us right now. To avoid any fear about what the future will bring. Not to worry about anything but making this beautiful girl come apart.
I take my time, enjoying this, enjoying her. But even in the midst of this, I am still all too aware of the two men on the couch watching. Or are they even watching anymore? Have they gotten distracted with each other until they’ve completely forgotten I’m in the room? The thought shouldn’t hurt as much as it does.
Aurora’s breath sobs out every time I circle her clit, and suddenly I’m done playing. I want her there, and I want her there now. I work her pussy with my tongue until she’s thrashing and I have to tighten my grip to hold her down. Aurora loves that shit. She always has. She comes with a breathless cry and rolls her hips, fucking my mouth as much as I’ll allow. I bring her down gently and press one last kiss to her pussy before I rise and help her off the chair.
She’s all sunshine and soft smiles as I smooth her hair back from her face. I kiss her forehead. “You did well.”
“May I have my reward?”
I laugh, a little of my dark mood filtering away. It’s impossible to be completely morose when I’m spending time with this girl. “You know, most people just want more orgasms.”
Aurora looks at me with those big brown eyes. “I like what I like.”
“Don’t we all?” I take a step back, make sure she’s steady on her feet, and then sink into the chair. “Very well, pet. Come get your reward.” I spread my legs.
She shoots a look at Hades and Hercules, and against my better judgment, I do the same. The sight of them steals my breath and muddies my thoughts. Hercules is languid in the way only a recent orgasm can bring—and the evidence of it is right there on his chest. He’s slumped between Hades’s legs, his head on his thigh. For his part, Hades appears completely relaxed…as long as I don’t look into his dark eyes. They’re all predator as he takes me in. My scene with Aurora might end once she’s received her reward, but the scene going on with Hades isn’t over. Not by a long shot. This was just warm up.
They haven’t forgotten me, after all.
Aurora runs her hands up my thighs and smiles in a happy way that warms my heart. My life would be so much easier if I had fallen for someone like her instead of someone like Hades. She is light and springtime and sweetness. She might even make me a better person just by virtue of loving me.