“I’m sorry,” I say, clearing my throat as my gaze sticks on his. “I should’ve stopped that sooner.”
His thumb rushes under my chin and he stares at my lips like he’s hungry for more. “I’m not.”
He bends in again. This time, it’s not a gentleman’s kiss. It’s rougher, harder, and more intense.
My clit throbs with need as he holds me tight against his bare chest.
What am I doing? What am I allowing?I should stop this. I should definitely stop this.
But I don’t. I meet his intensity, sliding my hands around his waist, and exploring his muscles. Hard ridge after hard ridge, followed by valleys that only lead way to harder ridges. If I were blind, I could tell right away he was a masterpiece. My head arches back as he sucks my bottom lip like a starved man who's finally stumbled onto a meal.
I reach for the doorhandle to the cabin, but it’s locked. Damn it! Why can’t I be smooth?
“Are you sure you know what you’re doing opening that door?” He groans and runs his hand down over my covered back. “It’s been a long damn time and I don’t want to rush into anything without thinking.”
I swallow hard and stare back at him, wondering if now’s a good time to tell him I’m a virgin. “I, ugh, I actually… I’ve never done anything like this before.”
Sanity slaps him in the face as he looks back at me. “You’re just as innocent as I thought then.” His chest rises, and he sucks in a ragged breath. “Fuck. I shouldn’t be messing with you.” He looks scared, terrified even.
“Does our age difference really bother you that much? It’s—”
“I don’t know if it’s your age, or the fact that I’ve never been this attracted to anyone before, but if I walk in that room… I don’t think either of us are going to come out the same. Are you ready for that?”
I stare back at him with a breathy desperation that’s clouded by hormones and a clit that’s throbbing so hard I’m sure I could orgasm in seconds.What’s the harm in playing around a little? I’ve been responsible my entire life. Maybe a summer fling is just what the doctor ordered.
“Unlock the door,” I say, nearly breathless as the words slip from my lips.
He towers over me, his eyes darkening the longer he stares. “If you’re sure.”
I nod. I’ve never been surer of any decision in my life, which is saying a lot. I’m the most indecisive person I know. I’ve been known to take twenty minutes to decide which flavor I want at an ice cream shop.
Alex takes out his smart phone and punches in a code, allowing my cabin door to pop open.
Our eyes meet and he guides me inside, backing me against the closest wall. My blanket gives way immediately, falling to the ground to expose my naked body to his dark chocolate eyes. He scans me up and down, admiring me as I’ve admired him.
I never thought I’d enjoy the ogling of a man, but the way Alex looks at me, I really do feel beautiful, without him saying a single word. I’ve never been more intrigued in my life.
As his eyes gaze over me, a low growl begins to register in his throat. He leans in and places a kiss on my collarbone. One side then the other gently, before working his way down toward my core.
His cock is hard, pressing against me as he works his way down. I’m not sure where he’s going to stop, but my pussy is aching for his touch.
Looking up at me from the ground, he growls into my core, filling his lungs with a deep breath of my scent like an animal that’s anxious to feast.
My heart slams against my ribcage harder and harder as I watch him begin a dance that I’ve never been to before.
“You’re going to have to tell me when to stop,” he says, “or I’ll lose control and go all night.”
Peering down at him, a shiver runs through my spine, and into my groin. I’ve never had a man so close to me, and I never imagined one to be as eager as Alex. His tongue slips into my wet folds and circles my clit in a repetitive motion over and over before he pulls a suction up on the same spot.
My knees grow weak and buckle under the pleasure, but he holds me up firmly, sliding two fingers inside of me as he licks. “Stay right there for me, sweetheart. I’m going to make you come. I want you nice and soft for my cock.”
His cock. He wants me soft for his cock.My heart races and slams against my ribs so hard I’m sure I’m going into cardiac arrest.
I wiggle my hips with the touch of his body and lose the tips of my fingers in his thick black hair as the cool air in the cabin sharpens my nipples to hard spears.
Damn. My knees begin to buckle again and every nerve in my body warms before suddenly, they burst and my legs lock.
“Alex…” I moan.