I like this—way more than I should, probably, if I’m trying to keep my sanity around these men.
I like feeling marked by him.
Claimed by him.
I work my ass back against him, trying to bring him impossibly deeper as he empties himself inside me with a few more shuddering jerks. His front is draped over my back, and I can feel heat radiating from him like he’s a furnace. I’m hot too, my skin covered with a light sheen of sweat from the unexpected workout. My heart is still racing, and I can feel the steady thud against my back that lets me know North’s is too.
For several long beats, I don’t move. I’m not entirely sure Icanmove yet, but more than that, I don’t want this moment to end. I feel connected to North in a way I never have before, even when we had sex the first time.
That night with all three of them was hands down the hottest night of my life, but this is different than that. Because it’s not just about sex, not just about pleasure.
It’s about something a whole lot deeper.
Something I’m still a little scared of, but that part of me wants more than anything.
CHAPTER19
North slowly pulls out of me, groaning as he does. He sounds like he hates to do it, like he’d stay buried inside me all day if it was an option, and I can’t really blame him for that, because I get it.
Some of his cum drips down my inner thigh, and he reaches down to swipe it up with two fingers. But instead of cleaning his fingers off or something, he slides them back inside me, like he wants me to keep everything he gave me, even though I’m on the pill.
I clench around his fingers, a shiver working its way up my spine as my clit throbs all over again.
God, that’s so dirty and possessive. Like a fucking caveman. Like a wolf trying to mark his territory.
So why do I like it so much?
North chuckles, pressing his fingers deeper before pulling them out. He turns me around to face him, and when he holds up the two fingers he just had inside me, my stomach flutters. He’s offering them to me.
I lick my lips, and the sexiest grin I’ve ever seen spreads across his face. He drags his fingers over my lips before slipping them in my mouth, and I swirl my tongue over them, cleaning off the rest of the cum.
Heat flares in his eyes as he watches me, and he makes sure I’ve gotten every bit of it before he withdraws his fingers. He helps me pull my pants back up before fixing his own, and when we’re fully dressed again, he slides his fingers through my hair, tilting my face up as he drops his head to kiss me.
“I love that you can keep up with me,” he murmurs when we break apart.
I laugh softly. “Honestly, I never really knew I was into exhibitionism until today.”
He grins, although his eyes are serious. “Actually, neither did I. And to be honest, I kind of want to go door to door and kill any asshole who got a look at you or evenheardyou while we were fucking. But that’s not what I mean.”
My brows draw together. “What do you mean, then?”
“I mean what happened before the sex. I like that you push as hard as I do.” He rolls his eyes, pulling a face. “I might not enjoy being called out on my bullshit, but… you’re right. I need it. I needyou.”
His words hit me right in the chest, and I swallow.
Things are changing between me and North. Between me and all of these men, so fast.
Is this the bond? The mating connection? Is that what I’m feeling?
It should scare me, and it does a little, but not as much as before. I care about these men. They’ve all got something going on with them—Raven with his silence and his over-eagerness to please, Cain with his lack of trust, North with his self-esteem. I want to help them. They’re good people and they’re taking care of me.
I’ve only known these men for a few days, but it feels like I’ve known them for much longer. Like I should be worrying and caring about them. Like I’m going to know them so much longer. Like this is something real.
But can this be real? What about the vision I had when I first unlocked my Sight?
Dragging my lip through my teeth, I look up at North. “Are visions always true?”
“Fae visions?” he asks, sounding a bit surprised at my sudden change of topic.