“I want to possess you, to own you.”
He was wild with need. The tension rolling off him was almost tangible. He’d told me before he couldn’t fully let go, but it seemed like his control was wearing very thin. I wanted to push him to lose it. “Grant, I—”
“No more talking.”
I watched as he freed my cock. I gripped the arms of the chair so hard my knuckles had gone white. Instinctively, I knew he wanted me to keep my hands there.
He licked my cock like it was a delicious treat he wanted to savor. I gasped when he pushed his tongue into my slit to taste my precum. I was so ready for him to take me deep into his mouth, but he turned his attention to my balls, drawing each between his lips and rolling it gently. He slipped his hand behind them to tease my hole, and I couldn’t keep still then. I arched up, begging with my body.
“Tell me what you want.”
I held his gaze and knowing how much he wanted to please me made me brave. “Suck my cock. I need to feel your mouth around me.”
He devoured my full length, and I cried out. The pleasure was so intense. He moved his lips up and down my cock, swallowing around me. The hot, tight grip of his throat was so good. “More.”
He gave me more. I slid my hands in his hair, but he took hold of my wrists and pinned them to the chair as he kept sucking me with such intensity I thought I might pass out.
A sound from the woods distracted both of us.
“Get inside.” Grant had his gun out so fast I hardly saw him move. I tucked myself back in as I hurried to the door. Grant covered me, then stood in the doorway.
A deer stepped out from the trees. There was no other movement or sound except her delicate eating of leaves.
Grant exhaled loudly. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. If it’s not my brothers interrupting us, it’s the wildlife.” He shoved his gun back into his waistband and turned to me. Once again, heat burned in his eyes.
“Shouldn’t we go to your room if you want privacy?”
He shook his head. “Can’t make it that far. I’ll just shoot the next person who interrupts us.”
I summoned the courage to run my hand up and down the thick bulge in his pants. “I want to taste you too. I’ve wanted to ask for that for so long.”
He swallowed hard, and his eyes widened. “Do you have any idea what you’re doing to me?”
I squeezed his cock, and he growled.
“Grant—”
He put a finger to my lips. “Not now. I need you to listen to me first.”
He slid his finger over my slick lips, staring at them, seemingly lost in sensation. When he let his wet finger trail over my throat, I didn’t speak or even move. I just let him enjoy himself.
“I need to know you will truly surrender to me. I need to know you’ll listen to me no matter what. That’s the only way I can keep you… keep you safe.”
I wanted him to just keep me, but I couldn’t have spoken then, even if I were ready to admit that out loud.
“I’m not gentle, and I’m demanding as fuck, but you will be safe with me.”
“I know.” I wasn’t sure if he was talking about while I knelt in front of him and let him fuck my mouth or always, whenever I was vulnerable. It didn’t matter. I believed him about all of it.
He shook his head. “Don’t assume you really know me.”
“You’re a protector. It’s what you do.”
“I could just as easily be a killer.”
“Not with me.”
“You’re way too innocent for me.”