Well, you’re pretty hot yourself too, dumbass. So knot me already!
“Damn,” he whispers, shutting his eyes, and what has come over him?
Oh, no. He’s not pulling out, is he?
I reach down for his knot, gripping the bulge beneath his pants, and the man stammers. He gazes into my eyes with a mixture of disbelief and amazement.
Seriously. Who the fuck is this guy? This was the man who put a lead on my neck and called me his pet. He fucked my mouth with his thumb and then my pussy later with his finger.
Yet he’s shy all of a sudden?
Maybe it all just got too real for him, and that’s when I realize. He’s never knotted an omega before. I’m his first. This is all new for him, too.
I would laugh, but the pained expression in his eyes makes me falter, and he truly looks terrified.
Terrified of hurting me.
After all, an alpha needs to be gentle when they first knot their omega. Well, only at first.
But the guy doesn’t know how to be gentle; he’s a killing machine. All he knows is violence.
Carefully, I guide him toward my entrance. It’s my turn to reassure him that all is well. I know he won’t hurt me.
Besides, I’m not some fragile china doll. I like things rough. Just handle me with a little care. That’s all I ask.
“Killian, it’s fine. Give me your knot.”
Something glimmers inside his eyes. It almost resembles pain and for the first time, I finally see his soul.
I spy a terrified little boy.
Shit. This alpha is hurting.
What the hell happened to him in his life to get him like this?
I reach my hand up and caress his thick blond hair, and he closes his eyes, melting beneath my touch.
I will never see him the same way after this. In order to put me at ease and remove the pain, he has to bare his entire soul to me.
Our relationship won’t be the same again. A bond is formed when an alpha knots an omega. Not as strong as the bond that is formed when an alpha bites an omega, but it’s still there.
It’s not just some mindless fuck, and there’s a reason why omegas are built for an alpha’s knot.
It binds us, literally. His knot will be locked inside me for a time after this, and there’s no going back.
Still, I think back to my first heat shivering in the cold mud. I was a fugitive. I had no choice back then.
But now look at me, lying in the arms of an alpha who is terrified to show me his love.
What a fucked up world we live in.
I unzip his pants, freeing his hard cock. Then I spread his pre-cum up and down his shaft, placing him at my entrance. I’ll leave the rest up to him.
Killian opens his eyes, and it’s like the universe has frozen in time. My heart pounds. I have no idea what is coming over me, but I think I finally understand what those corny love songs were singing about.
Sweet fuck; I’ve gone soft. Soft for this evil alpha who bought me from my ex-boss.
Still, I deserve to be happy. Even if just for a little while.