“Youbeggedme to, you dirty little slut.”
If possible, my inner muscles draw even tighter with the derogatory term he hurls, and his nostrils flare. Pulling his hips back slightly, he shifts, sliding his cock out halfway.
I tense, my ankles instinctively digging into his ass in an attempt to keep him lodged in me. It hurts, but he’s right.
This is exactly what I asked for.
His pain, his passion, his punishment.
A choice to be ruined.
Mychoice.
Still, I whimper. “It hurts.”
A cruel laugh works its way past his lips, and with a snap of his pelvis, he’s once again buried to the hilt. “I warned you it would.”
The tip of him feels like it’s in my stomach, and I let out a breathy squeak. My body recoils of its own volition, trying to escape the agony he’s wringing out of me even as dopamine rushes through my veins.
Every pain receptor in my body responds to the intrusion of this dangerous man, but my brain drives in the opposite direction, welcoming brutality with open arms.
Kal’s hands keep me in place as he begins a slow assault, his grip on my neck slipping as sweat percolates under his palm.
I pinch my eyes closed and tighten my legs around him, trying to reconcile the conflicting sensations erupting in my core.
On the push in, it feels like I’m being split in half.
Literally. I think he could saw me in two with his fat cock, and he sputters when I tell him so, glaring down at me as he pulls back out, leaving just the head in.
“Fat cock,” he spits, voice laced with venom. “Where the hell did you learn to speak like that?”
“None of your business.”
His expression darkens, and without another word he thrusts up, shunting himself as deep inside of me as he can go. Long fingers flexing, he drags me away from the mirror by my neck, bending me like a soft pretzel.
My breathing scatters, my tendons straining beneath his hold.
But I’m so warm, my blood humming like birds greeting the morning sun, that I barely notice my body breaking for him.
Don’t notice how dangerous he is, or how this connection is already proving volatile.
All I know is it feelsincredible. Pleasure mixing with pain, sparking into this colossal fire that neither of us have intentions of putting out any time soon.
“If I learn you’ve let another man touch you,” Kal says, but it’s so hard to focus as he starts fucking me again, each cant of his hips more forceful than the last. “I’llkillhim. Cut out his heart and let you watch him choke on it.”
A flutter shimmies through my veins, contracting my muscles. Maybe it’s because I grew up with the violence, or maybe I’m just fucked in the head, but the image he paints doesn’t deter me the way I’m sure he wants it to.
I want to tell him about Mateo. To confide about the abuse I’ve put up with for years, because that’s what was expected.
But I don’t, not wanting to sully the moment.
Instead, I meet those nearly-black eyes and squeeze around him until his grip on my throat turns menacing. It scatters my breath, creating a burn that glides down my esophagus, exploding somewhere in my chest.
“Awfully possessive for a man who didn’t want anything to do with me twenty-four hours ago,” I manage, and then he’s shifting, hitting that sweet spot that I wasn’t aware of until this moment.
His cock drags against it, and he tightens his fingers until my vision slackens, spots forming around the edges.
Sudden pressure on my clit has me bucking up, eyes widening; I glance down and find his thumb circling me, drawing figure eights over my sensitive flesh.