“Look at me, Amanda. Look at me when you come.”
I hadn’t realized my eyes were closed. I opened them and immediately my gaze locked with Grigg’s, with my mate’s.
He leaned forward, watched my chest heave, my thighs shake. My lower back arched off the bed and I lifted my hips in an effort to escape the mouth and fingers driving me to a place I’d never been before. It was too much, too intense. I couldn’t take it. I was going to explode.
“It’s… I can’t… Oh God—”
Rav snarled at me, his animal intensity striking me through the collar as he followed my every shift and writhe. Grigg’s hold tightened. No escape. My body was trapped.
“Come, Amanda. Now.”
My mind—my body had long since become theirs—was gone, held in the authority of Grigg’s overwhelming control. Grigg’s command triggered something in me so dark and needy that I lost all sense of self, my body responded to him instinctively and I screamed as I came apart.
Grigg held my gaze as I shattered, he was my anchor as his desire, his need drove me higher. When the orgasm tapered, lessened, then ended, I wasn’t calm. I wasn’t replete.
I was out of control. Whimpering. Begging. I wanted them to fuck me, claim me, make me theirs. I needed more. My body was spun up higher than it had been just moments ago, on the verge of another orgasm just from the soft slide of Rav’s fingers in and out of my wet core, the soft rumble of his satisfaction as he gently licked my clit, sipping at me like I was the finest wine.
I didn’t want soft or gentle. I wanted rough, hard, fast. I wanted them to fuck me. Fill me. Own me.
“Now,” I begged.
Grigg’s hands move to his cock, wrapping around it with a tight grip, stroking it. His massive body was coiled like a predator about to strike. Instead of freaking me out, it made me hotter. I wanted him. Now. Right fucking now.
“Fuck her, Rav. Fill that pussy with your hard cock.”
Rav’s shock was like a jolt of electricity through our link. “What?”
“You heard me.”
I held Grigg’s gaze as I felt Rav’s confusion blossom via the collar. “I’m her second, Grigg. You are the one to fuck her. Her first child is yours by right.” Rav’s protests caused Grigg to stand taller, to tower over me. For the first time, he looked away from me to his second.
“Fuck her, Rav. You are mine, like she is mine. Your cock is mine. Your seed is mine. If she carries our child, it will be a child of the warrior clan Zakar. Fuck her. Fill her. Now.”
Rav’s shock burned away, replaced by lust, longing, heat and a strange loneliness that made me gasp, the intensity of his need breaking down walls in my heart I had no intention of ever letting anyone touch. I reached for him with both hands, I couldn’t help it. “Rav.”
His body moved over mine, pressing me deeply into the mattress, his cock nudging me open as his mouth claimed my lips.
“Fuck her. Fuck her hard.” Grigg was pacing the edge of the bed now, watching. Waiting, like a predator ready to strike, to have his turn at his prey. His satisfaction humming through my body caused me nearly as much pleasure as the hot, hard chest pressed to mine, the lips claiming my own.
Rav shifted his hips, his cock pressing forward, nudging at my entrance. So fucking huge that my pussy lips parted, opening wide around him. I tore my mouth from his, my neck arching back as I struggled with the sensation of him slowly filling me, spreading me open to the razor’s edge between pleasure and pain. I squirmed, shifted my hips to adjust to his size.
“Take him, Amanda. Lift your hips. Fuck him. Take his cock into your wet pussy. Wrap your legs around his hips. Open up. You can’t keep us out. You belong to us. You can take him. Fuck him. Claim him. Mark him, mate. Let him in.”
This was so messed up. I couldn’t sort through the roil of emotions choking me. Mine. Rav’s. Grigg’s. Everything was a jumbled mess of longing, lust, desire, loneliness, need.
It was the need that tore me to pieces. Theirs? Mine? I had no idea and didn’t care as I wrapped my legs around Rav’s hips and tilted my pelvis, giving him the angle he needed to fill me in one slow thrust of his hips.
I welcomed the stretching, the pain that soon faded to mind-numbing pleasure. It had never been like this before. Never.
“Fuck her, Rav.”
Rav’s hands tangled with mine, palm to palm, fingers entwined as he pressed me flat to the bed. He kissed me again, his tongue plunging deep as he lifted his hips and thrust so perfectly into me over and over in an increasing rhythm that made me moan as my orgasm rose.
I was on the brink, riding the edge, one more. One more.
“Stop.” Grigg’s order made me cry out a protest, but Rav stopped, his cock buried balls deep in my pussy. I needed him to move, damn it!
“No.” My protest was breathy and weak, and Grigg had the audacity to chuckle.